Ly. Nnn. Twoe

2010-03-25T00:55:00.000-07:00

one word for my 21st bdae bash.

AWESOMMMEEEEEZZZZZZZ!!!.

thks alot to all my family members and friends who make it happening la sei.

weeeeeeeeeee!. love u pplez alotz. hugggggssss.

Everyone says that love hurts, but that's not true.

Loneliness hurts.

Rejection hurts.

Losing someone hurts.

Envy hurts.

Everyone gets these things confused with love,

but in reality,

love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain

and make someone feel wonderful again.

*FaZieLLaH.

ps: am i falling again?.

2010-03-13T08:33:00.000-08:00

oh my god!!!. tis blog look so dead!!! whose blog is tis huh?.
oopz. itz our blog la sei.
ahahahaha.

sowie pplez. i knw itz been like 2 mnths since i've updated tis blog.
where's aini and ila huh?.
erm. let me tel u.

Aini,
doing fine wit life. finding job i guess.

iLa,
she's stil working. if im not wrong.

so girls. u see. we really nd a mt up. i dun even knw wat u girls doing rite now. make sure aite. 20th march 2010?. promise?.
weeeeeeeee!.

as for me. my real working life wil start on april la sei. oh ya. im done wit sch. which means. im graduated frm ngee ann poly la sei. wooohoooo. lotz of memories la sei. im sure gonna miss sch. to tel u e truth. im not ready for tis working life la sei. but wat to do. bonded wit them for 2 years. haiz. but itz ok. juz endure wit it. u go nurul!.

erm. lots of things had happened within tis 2 mnths which i dun reli expect. but ya. i stil hv to face e reality n stop living in the fantasy world la kn. im trying my best not to stuck here thinking and loving u. itz time for me to really move on. i wil try my best la kn.

i would like to thank my fam, cousins and ma fwenz who wil always be there for me without failed. thks alot pplez. love u pplez to e eternity la sei.
chey!. im like giving a speech after receiving award la sei. hahaha.
but seriously, itz frm e bottom of my heart.
no worries pplez. for ur sake. i wil always smile n lead a happy life k?.

weeeeeeeeee!.

izzit worth waiting for u?. im stuck here. thinking n loving u without fail. hw am i suppose to face all tis. hey mr right!. where are you?. take me away plz. *sobsob*.

*FaZieLLaH.

2010-01-09T22:54:00.000-08:00

firstly i would like to congratz my dear cousin for her engagement. weeeeeeeee!. congratz sis!.

ok pplez. i knw itz rather late for me to wish u all tis. but stil i wanna wish. bluek!.
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!.
so pplez letz set a new resolution. weeeeeeeeee!.

2009 itz a hard year for me. but alhamdulilah. i pull it thru wit the help frm my fam, cousinz n not forgetting my fwenz. thks pplez. love u guyz alot u knw. hehehe.
so letz pray hard tt 2010 gonna be a gd yr for all of us aite. amin.

before new yr, i went KL wit my family members. we had lot of fun la kn. especially the last day before going bck to singapore.
so pple. there's some pics for u pplez.
enjoyz!.

*FaZieLLaH.

ps: im confused.

2009-12-14T22:42:00.000-08:00

If your love does not work with that person, it just means that someone else loves you more. Letting go of someone dear to you is hard, but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much harder. Giving up doesn't mean you are weak! It only means that you are strong enough to let go!

-frm naz's blog.

itz meaningful la kn. ish!. sowie naz. copy & paste. hahahaha. kangen sih sama kamu. bila mahu ketemu sih?. asap aite. weeeee!.

today is my day off la kn. eventhough day off. i dun feel it la sei. nd to do my case study which is so maaaaafaaaaan!. ish!.

i miz my groupies outing. which means. i miz aini & ila so much. itz been a long time since we had a gathering. how about one gathering before 2010?. amcm girlz?!. erm.

aini. today is her 3rd of working at suntec royal sporting hse. last sun when i mt her up. she was complaining to me bout e walking journey frm city hall mrt stn to suntec. chillax girl. i knw u cn do it. as ur supervisor or manager told u. u're fit la kn. so u cn do it baybeh!. weeee!. as for ila. if im not wrong. she's not working at child care anymore. n she's done taking her dip. rite ila?. maen hentamz je aku ni. hahahahaha. sorry if wrong info. watever it is. i miz u girlz. mt up soon aite?.

nazurah and yana ku!. when wil b our outing?!. ish!. rindu la kn. mt up soon aite. like real soon. lotz of stories nd to be share la kn. weeeeeeeee!.

*FaZieLLaH.

ps: insecurity is wit me right now.

2009-12-05T03:47:00.000-08:00

y did u change suddenly?

r u planning to leave me?.

i rather u leave me now than later.

im tired of crying and thinking wat gonna happen nxt.

cn i hv at least a peace of mind n lead my life happily?.

*sobsob*

*FaZieLLaH.

ps: u've changed dude.

2009-11-11T03:18:00.000-08:00

3 days working in e ward is tiring +++++ la sei. ish!. im damn shagged la kn. but stil. i hv to drag myself to the ward til nxt yr. i do love e environment. i do love my patients. i do love e pples working in e ward but seriously i dun love e workload. hahahaha. i hv lotz of things to learn bout nursing. it seems to be easy. but trust me. itz e most difficult thingy tt i've nvr face in my life. mayb im new to it. when im use to it. insya'allah. itz gonna be fine. amin.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

*FaZieLLaH.

ps: im happy to knw tt u did think of me even for a sec.

2009-11-08T07:41:00.000-08:00

Project P. has ended. now come e real nightmare which is PRCP la sei!. argh!. wish me luck pplez. weeeeeeeeee!. it wil be tmr. my 1st day la kn. hopefully ward 1o wil not be dead bored n dry. if itz gonna be. im gonna suffer til nxt yr la sei. choy!.

aini.

miz her alot la sei. where are u my dear?. everything ok?. erm. e last mt was hari raya outing. rite hunnz?. ish!. hopefully u're doing well in ur studies babe. miz u la sei.

iLa.

babe. kau menghilang lagik la sei!. hahahaha. hopefully u're doing fine wit ur work n studies. miz u too la kn.

aini n iLa. mt up soon. e 'groupies' nd to hv another mting. hahaha. mcm phm la kn. lol!. kinda miz my sec sch life. n soon im gonna miz my poly life. skipping tutorials n lectures wit zeema. having our lunch either at megabites or makan place. n e best part. crawling out frm lecture hall when lecture is stil on. hahahaha. rmbr zeema?. lol!. wil not forget tt moment la sei. hahahaha. seriously im gonna miz all tis. haiz.

*FaZieLLaH.

ps: do u ever think bout me even for a sec?.

2009-11-01T07:25:00.000-08:00

am i making e right move?. i dun wish to hurt u. when im wit u. my attention is wit u. but not my mind. i knw itz not fair for u. im sorry.

weeee!. im a bit emo today. which i dunno y. erm. guess effing miz my 'ahmad'. like real la sei. at last!. i've updated tis blog after 1 mnth?. hahaha. i find it dead. rite miza?. hahaha. sowie la kn. coz im very bz wit my attachment. same goes to ila n aini. they're juz bz wit their work n sch. erm. rite now. im having my attachment in sch which also called 'Project P' for another 1 more wk. then i wil be in alexandra hosp til 25 feb 2010 la sei. ish!. hw long is tt?. dun wish to count e days. coz i knw itz too long la kn. argh!. like it or not. i stil hv to go thru it. i wil be attached to ward 10!. so pplez if u happened to be in alexandra hosp. do find me at ward 10 k?. hahaha.

so far. for me. life is ok. alhamdulilah. go wit e flow la kn. im sick n tired to think wat wil happened next. coz wat we expect wil nvr happen & unexpected wil always happen. haish.

i wil end here pplez. wanna buzz off la kn. tmr nd to wake up morning la sei. to mt my pyarie!. zeema ku!. hehe. or else. i'll be late. poor zeema hv to wait for me.

i wanna end my post wit a love quote. *sobsob*.

Sometimes,
you have to accept the fact that
some people are going to stay in your heart forever
even if you are gone in theirs.

*FaZieLLaH.

ps: congratz for ur car license. all e best for ur ns life. weeeeee!.

2009-10-01T08:02:00.000-07:00

HaRi Raya 2009.

myself & adek.

crazy moments.

mohamed's grand-daughter.

orangey us.

half of my family.

love cousinz alot la kn.

my everything.

*FaZieLLaH.

2009-10-01T07:54:00.000-07:00

hey peoplez!

first of all. myself, aini n lala wanna wish.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN
sekireye termaki ke,
ter-mengumpat ke,
terkutok ke,
tersaketkn hati ke
dan semue ter k?
harap dimaafkn kesilapan kiter.
chey3!.

some photos for all of u to enjoyz!
taking care peepz.

*FaZieLLaH.

ps: had to let u go.

2009-08-19T08:47:00.000-07:00

hey pple!
last wed was my 2nd dance performance.
it was fun though.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!
enjoy e video.

yest i mt NAZURAH! omg! it was such a relief after mting her. coz i miz her so much la sei. we went for our dinner at LJS. then head to e steps. we talk bout 'them'. n yeah. we did miss 'them' so much. but we cannot do anything. pray for their happiness only lol. juz be patience la kn. PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE. i juz love tis phrase la sei.hahaha. erm. tis fri n mon wil b my exam. OMG!. scary or wat! erm. pray hard for me k peepz. thks alot. after my exam wil b my attachment. haish. not looking forward for it. coz i dun like tt 'toot'. ish!. boring je.

lets talk bout ma ladies.

AINI. she's bz la kn. wit her A level. cannot mt her liao. *sobsob*. mt up soon k girl. promise? *hugs*

iLa. she's also bz la kn. wit her work pluz study.

all e best to my ladies. in conclusion, faziellah, aini & ila busy la kn. ish!

til here pplez. nd to study.
taking care.

*FaZieLLaH.

ps: when u look up; i'll be gone.

2009-08-09T22:54:00.000-07:00

wannabe egyptianz girlz.

wit jijah.

wit zeema.

wit mimi.

bhangra girlz.chey!

wit zeema.

iLa.Nurul.

Maya Ariani.our watermelon.

my lovely family.<3>

mohamed's family had a gathering at East coast Park on e 08 aug 09'. it was fun though. as usual wit our kecoh-ness. hahahaha. i really enjoyed my day wit my family members. hw i wish u cud join us. but naaah.........itz over!. duh!. at last!. i get to mt MISS SUHAILAH!!.hahahaha. it was nice to mt u again girl. we wil mt again soon aite wit the rest. promise?. :)

erm. whereas for my performance. im very disappoint wit e SOUND SYSYTEM!. argh!. everything was fine. we really had fun dancing. but when it came to e finale part. the music cut off e sudden. wtf!. i was like "where e hell is e music?!" omg!. it was such a disappointment. we practice like lotz of time for e finale part. haish. nah! itz over though. hopefully our nxt performance on e 12 aug 09' gonna be a successful one. amin!.

til here folks.

taking care.

*FaZieLLaH.

ps: i saw u. n i knw e truth.

2009-08-06T05:40:00.000-07:00

harlooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!
at last aini updated this blog. hahaha.

tmr wil b my dance performance wit my lecturers celebrating national day at ngee ann poly convention centre
on e 12th of aug wil be my nxt performance wit my lecturers again for HS DAY!
pray hard for me tt everything gonna be smoothly done aite. amin.

let me confess something.
i miz my gfs n my gilerz clan!!!
cn i list them out?
i miz naz
i miz aini
i miz yana
i miz ila
i miz alep
i miz din
i miz fiq
i miz sab
i miz irman
i miz yazid
i miz ehem2

omg!!!..when im gonna mt u all..for sure we gonna mt one day k peepz..promise?..
erm.
rite now. i knw tt AINI is damn bz preparing for her A level..all e best girl..i knw u can do it..
whereas for ILA..im gonna mt her tis sat..hopefully..for my family gathering..she's also bz wit her work n studies..poor thing..itz ok dear..suffer now..enjoy later aite..n i've read ur multiply blog..u've lost weight alot!!!..omg!!!..plz girl..gain some weight..ok?...n for MYSELF..i nd to lost weight..no matter wat!!!..erm..im done wit my final year project..left wit my group literature review..im done wit my prac exam n i pass!!!..congratz me pple..hahahaha..so rite now..waiting for my exam..n taaaaaadaaaahhhhh!!!......ALEXANDRA HOSPITAL WELCOME ME!!..lol!!!..31 Aug 09-26 Feb 10 will be my attachment..wth!!!..all e best to me..n i stil dun believe tt im gonna b a future nurse..lol!!..wit e drugs..diagnosis..do u think i cn cope?..insya'allah la ehk..amin!..wish me all e best pple!..

next yr after my PRCP..
wil be my grad dinner & dance..
on e 04th march 2010.
it wil be held at intercontinental hotel.
grand or wat la sei.
hahahaha.
all my frenz was like asking me. who am i gonna bring along?
there's only 2 person in my mind.
but im not sure whether im bringing them or not.
coz they hv to pay 75 bucks. for sure they dun wan la sei. haiya!
itz ok la. go alone lol. wats e big deal goin alone rite.
hehehehe.

ok folks. til here.
care e taking my lovey peepz!

*FaZieLLaH.

ps: i miz ur msgs.

2009-07-19T10:34:00.000-07:00

Ok dooks dooks.
I know long time never update about myself. Pardon me.
Not to give excuse but hell yeah, A Levels is really killing me.
So recent updates? Here, let me tell you.
Ditched the CD man(Corrupted Denggol/Donggok)
So please, typical mat CDs, stay away away from them.
School is getting bore and timetable are really sucky.
3 confirm cases from my school and yeah, they are taking out-of control with it.
Now you can see me mugging like a nerd. Like a mad-ger. Hell lot shits.
pfft.

Puan Nurul, pls take my advices into considerations. Yes yes, Im not 24/7 with you now.
BUT! You ought to take good care of yourself. Yes I'm glad you have friends around you.
Just be wise. Be vigilant. Be alert.
:)
Study smart and well for school, finish up your projects okay. Don't delay delay
Don't procrastinate. You earn bad at the end of the day. Be focus!
about itu mamat, pls la ehk. forget him. forget him.
im doing and saying this for your own good.
u deserve a smarter and wiser and better guy. trust me.
its not worth your tears dwelling and thinking about it if he don't feel the same way.
take the hint.
full-stop.
.

Puan Suhailah. Ini lagi satu makcik yang lamae menghilangkan diri dan kini kembali jua.
ok im getting there, the peak.
ehem!
MANE KAU HILANG KAN DIRI NI? ASL DIAM DIAM.
ADER HP BUAT APE MAKCIKKK
KAU TAHU KITE KAT SINI BBUAL/KISAH PASAL KAU.
MIA ABES KAPER BABE
org pon busy girl tapi kau ni aiyoyoyoyoy!!
BUT i'm glad we finally HEAR from you!
phew!
ok bile nak jumpe ni. bulan puase la eh aku rase.
NYAHAHAHAHAHAH
and pls! take good care of yourself. naik moto baik2.
don fight fight with boyfren or i tie you both and get married soon
bole dudok tempat VIP. makan sedap2. atau jadi bridesmaid.
dapat cuci mate, cari calon pastu aku nyer turn. atau yul.
pastu pakai lawa2.. grand sane sini...
EH DA CUKOP EH AINI
melebih.
nyehehe. take care tau makcik.
pls pls pls don't keep mumb and stay in touch
*smacks*

alright, school tomorrow.need to sleep.
toodless dooks dooks.

`whats ur bf highest qualification?
psle? sure u want to be with him?
ur choice.
don let ur bank acc go drought then
jus a piece of advise. take it or leave it
:)

2009-07-09T07:35:00.000-07:00

i really nd to be strong & face e reality tt he's not mine anymore.
im happy to knw tt u have move on in relationship.
i wish u all e best dude.
thanks for making me realise everything.
thks alot.

im sowie. im not being myself recently. i've been keep thinking wat is my fault. where do i go wrong? but stil i dun get e ans. there's no use for me to ask u. coz i knw tt u wil not be bother bout all tis freaking shit anymore. watever it is, i believe tt i can live without u in my life. i know i can do it. thks to naz, syasya, zeema, jijah, din and ujang. they give me lots of support & advices. thks alot peepz. greatly appreciated.

*FaZieLLaH.

ps: im smiling. but inside im dying.

2009-06-23T05:20:00.000-07:00

Where are you right now ?
homie

Are you mad at anyone ?
no.

Do you own a house of yours?
monopoly house hv..LOL!..

Do you close your eyes when you pee?
ape hal ehk tutop mate..LOL!..

Anyone you know how to play skateboard?
erm..yeah..

How many siblings do you have ?
2, including me.

Last text msg to?
My cousin.

What does it say?
Kpo or wat sei!..

What's your mummy's name ?
Shima!

When's the last time you cried ?
today.

What's the last food you ate ?
Koko Krunch!

Ever sing on stage ?
No!

Ever performed & accidentally fell ?
No..n hopefully never!..LOL!..

What will you do if you see ghosts ?
Istifar byk2..

Who's the last person to jokingly insult you ?
erm..i think my cousin..LOL!

What's the cause for you to cry previously ?
miz my AHMAD too much

What's the last thing that made you smile?
Gossiping bout something wit my cousin..LOL!..

Does your mom allow you to smoke ?
of coz no la!

One word about love .
erm.

One word about school .
Tiring.

Ever wish you're not alive .
of coz no la!.

What time did you sleep yesterday ?
5 am

If you have a chance to have a superpower , what will it be ?
turn back e time..DREAM ON NURUL!!

Ever had a crush on your friend's crush ?
no.

If you could have 3 wishes in the world right now, what would they be?
1. To b wit the one i love e most.
2. My mum to be healthy.
3. Happiness to all my family members & my love ones.

7 things you want right now (be realistic):
1. PRCP to be over
2. Money!
3. Snorkelling.
4. Rebond my messy hair.LOL!.
5. Go to CASH STUDIO!
6. Shopping!
7. Lost weight!..LOL!..

naz!..im done wit all those qns..LOL!..actually i hv nothin to do..so ya!..

so today..went to sch..to finish up all my dance stepz..i've made it!..thks to kenneth & amalina for helping me in hip hop & bhangra dance..my pyarie zima could not join us..coz she's sick..hopefully she wil recover soon..amin!

letz talk bout ma ladies.

aini.
she's busy preparing for her A level n busy dating wit her fire man!..oopz!!!..did i say something wrong?..sowie nini..LOL!!..hahahaha..so all e best in ur 'love' life & studies babe!..n when we gonna mt?..miz u alot u knw..haiya!

iLa.
she's missing!..hahaha..no la..she's not..she is busy wit her work n studies if im not wrong..so lala..when u gonna mt us again?!..huh?!..alemak!..hahahaha..mt us soon babe..we reli miz our lala..

faziellah.
as for me..erm..coping well in life..making myself bz so tt i wil not be thinking bout my AHMAD..but indeed..my mind..24/7 juz bout my AHMAD!..but i knw i can do this..i juz nd lots of time..all e way NURUL!!..

dun u ever dare to make fool of my gf.
she's being a patient girl tt tolerate all ur nonsense.
plz open ur eyes n feel e love tt she's giving u.
she trust u alot.
dun take her for granted.
if u hurt her 1 time.
u're hurting me 10 times.
tt makes me hate u e most!

thks for making me lost my trust twrds love.
thks for making me lost my trust twrds guyz. (but not my dad & family members LOL!)
thks for making me realise tt im juz dreaming.
thks alot!

*FaZieLLaH.

ps: i miss my AHMAD STOKINS!

2009-06-18T08:59:00.000-07:00

Let e picz do e talking.
enjoyz!

*FaZieLLaH..

ps: miss u.

2009-06-06T22:08:00.000-07:00

tis post specially for u dude!..enjoyz!!!!

*FaZieLLaH..

ps: im suffering; ur enjoying

2009-03-02T06:07:00.000-08:00

itz time for me to update pplez!!..

im having my attachment now at AH..for 3 freaking weeks..argh!..1st day was ok la..no comment..lotz of talking..n we did cover alot bout e ward..so yeah..tmr wil b e real day..we wil strt cracking..ahakz!..

nini..having her holiday..if im not wrong..her comment test juz ended..all e best for her results..aite babe!!

lala..stil working..no news frm her..hopefully she's doin well in life n work..

as for me..itz a new chapter of life..i hv to get use being alone again..yeah..rite now im doin fine..fine?..erm..yeah..thks to aini..ima..jijah..naz..syasya and din..they r there when i nd someone to talk to..and also when i nd a shoulder to cry on..appreciate it alot pplez..love u peepz alot..im trying my best to get bck on my feet..i dunno whether im doin well or not..i wil let nature takes itz own course..i nd to b strong no matter wat..n i wil always pray for his happiness..all e best in life busyuk..hopefully u r doing great..

*FaZieLLaH..

ps: difficult to let u go..but itz rather hard to hold u on..

2009-02-07T23:51:00.000-08:00

SenTosa Outing pple!!
some updatez aite!!
enjoyzzz!!

2009-01-22T05:20:00.000-08:00

Hey pplez!!
had family outing last sun..
so..let the picz do the talking
enjoyz!!

*FaZieLLaH..

2009-01-01T06:12:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!!!

enjoyz!

*FaZieLLaH..

2008-12-29T00:51:00.000-08:00

hey pplez!!

juz came bck frm KL ystd wit my family
here are some picz.
enjoyz!

genting.

myself.

family.

*FaZieLLaH

2008-12-17T21:23:00.000-08:00

i knw u can find ur happiness easily..as ur happiness lies on ur frenz..as for me..where do i get my happiness?..where do i share my probz to?..i can only lies my happiness on u and also i nd u to be there for me when i really nd u e most..but where r u?..leaving me alone to face all e probz..do u reli nd me in ur life?..juz think bout it again..

sowie..coz today im not being myself..i cant act anymore and put up a smiley face in front of everyone..recently i do hv lotsa probz..i tot that there wil b somebody to share it wit me together..indeed i realise tt im alone..haish..

i wanna thk my both pyaries..ima & jijah..they wil always b there listening to my probz..thks babes..tumse pyaar kiya..(:

*FaZieLLaH..

ps: when wil u love me again deeply?

2008-12-13T23:03:00.000-08:00

FirstYear.

Zeema & FaZieLLah

this is wat we do in tutorial class

let me count e dayz..erm..it has been 1 mnth 26 days tis blog has not been updated..

NiNi

now she's working at marina square royal sporting hse..so she's damn bz wit her schedule..

LaLa

she's working plus sching..if im not wrong..all e best for her then

As for me, i've juz finish my clinical attachment at Alexandra Hospital after being attached for 2 wks..it was a gd learning experience as it is medical ward..ward 4 SNs, ANs & PCA rocks e ward babey..make our posting so interesting..wooohoooo!!!..thks pple..appreciate it alot..

now im having my holidays..isn't tt great..waiting for these days..as i reli nd alot of rest..tired u knw!..but my holidays..filled wit assignments n projects..might as well no holidays rite..haiya!..

tis sat my precious sister gonna get engage..all e best to her..she's gonna b bz b4 her engagement day as for to prepare e gifts for her guy..n pluz..i nd to help her lor together wit 1 of our aunt..

til here pple

adiouz amigos

*FaZieLLaH..

ps: where r u?

2008-10-24T21:34:00.000-07:00

on the 11th oct 08'..i went raya outing wit my sec peepz..majority of them can't make it for e day..including lala & nini..so basically only 5 of us..we had lotsa fun..crapping jokes all e way..taking picz..

so here some picz for u pples to enjoyz!

my homie!

shafiq's homie!
mr nor's homie!
while waiting for mr nor..
e guyz!

alep & myself (fierce or wat?!)

extras pple at e bck..LOL!

myself & sabree!

*FaZieLLah..

ps: friendship tt wil nvr end..

2008-10-02T23:22:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!!!

sowie pples for the late wish as 3 of us (aini, ila anfd me) are busy preparing for the celebration..

kami bertiga ingin menyusun 10 jari dan meminta ampun dan maaf seandainya
-terkasar bahasa
-tersilap bicara
-termarah yg tk kena
-tertanya tk tentu hala
-tersasul yg tk sengaja
-terpekik di telinga
-ter-mengumpat
dan mcm-mcm lagi..
harap dimaafkn ehk..

here some picz frm me wit ma family..
enjoyz!!!

ayie, myself & kiko

Crazy picz of us

Cousinz!

Myself & iLa

myself & qaqim!

lets jump!!!

for more picz..kindly visit

http://www.chaoticbabe.multiply.com/

*FaZieLLaH..

labels: hari raya 08'

2008-09-23T05:54:00.000-07:00

cant wait for friday!!!!

friday wil b e day tt i wil b activate on grand pix event that wil b FORMULA 1..woohooo!!...itz gonna b another 3 more dayz..wil b there as a first aider..admission for FREE!!..there's not nd for us to pay 2-3k juz to watch it..cool rite!..hehe...

erm..wat shud i update..basically on e 13th of september 08..mt wit ma crazy bunch of sec sch peepz..break fast together at marina seoul garden..itz was ma first time though having ma meal at SG..haha..my aini was not there..coz she nd to study for her exam..haish..nobody was there to feed me..very sian lol!..but itz ok..get use to it oredi..eat by myself..planning to meet aini real soon..starting to miz her crapz oredi..when wil it b girl?..erm..1 day aite?..promise?..

i've juz finish ma 4 wks of attachment at IMH & KKH..in IMH..we interact more wit our patients..there's no procedure to b done..lotz of violence thingy happened..itz was fun though..whereas for KKH..usual procedure nd to b done..enjoying ma time wit all my cutie cupcakes patients..haha..coz most of them are infant or toddlers..they are so cute and adorable..now im having ma holz..hv to use it them wisely..n i nd a rest!!..damn!!..so tired la babe!..

probably i wil juz end it here..

taking care!

*FaZieLLaH...

ps: do u stil hv e perception about me?..

2008-09-21T05:53:00.000-07:00

AND when I blog hopped, SOMEONE and that Fucker stupid asshole shits is being such a fucking bugger. Get a life will you? Fuck off! Look yourself in the mirror. Not to criticise but its CRYSTAL enough you don't stand a fucking chance. Fuck you asshole!

STOP being such an ASS and being one notorious BUGGER. Hell with you!
Simple, cause I HATE YOU! And that explains why I'm being defensive. JERK!

Stupid JERK!

2008-09-17T07:00:00.000-07:00

.Psst.

Okay Okay. Promos ending! Promos ending! Aiseh. Why la our stream, which is the SASTERA kan, always be the closing ceremony for every exam? Duh! Anyways, anywhats. SAY HELLO TO H1 A's EXAMINATION! Great! Thanks alot ok for coming! Man, now I know how hard it is to be part of a JC life. Ok maybe Institute. Man! Whatever it is. The thing that differ us from all JCs is that we have a 3 year of A's education and offering diploma and there's business stream. What so different bout it? But yeah, its a hell I should say. Totally hell. Oh great! Know what that means? The 'lovable' CCA of all is RESUMING! Fcuk la. That one, I mean THAT ONE GUY OUT THERE wants us to be devoted and sacrifice all our holidays to HIS training. BLEARGH! Yes, I may say that I love netball but THAT doesn't mean I shall put away other important stuff which I should say IS more LOGIC than devoting my entire holidays to HIS training. Hell with it. I do have the strong passion but I wouldn't want to be his slave and obey whatever he demanded from us. Trust me, and I say NO!
*If you think you are so talented and hyper-active, then spend your time to the clubs players or even admin yourself into the sports school. We are no dogs, we are GIRLS mind you Mister. =)*

DROP IT DEAD! BANG BANG!
HMMPHH!
BLEARGGHH!

Enough blabbering. I need TeevEE now! AINI! You still have ONE more darling paper to go and that marks the END of your PROMOS.

Oh yes, Nunu came out with a VERY and I say VERY interesting topic on that previous post. Oh yeah. Materialistic. What a word and what a ATTITUDE huh? Tell me tell me. What so great about garnering wealth from other people? Let see, I mean people didn't realise by what they say and offend the others might actually bang themselves even more. Still can't get the gist? Oh well, listen here. Before attacking to your own rival to his or her action towards you, just reflect back on your own status. Where did you come from? Who's wealth are you spending on? Are you living happily and wealthy with goods due to the other's property? Ok, and if you are one of them, then I should say there isn't any need for you to point out on your own rival's mistake. Common, get a life. Though some of us may live in luxury, but that doesn't mean that you should boost your ego. You should jolly well know where you come from and don't ever think to high of yourself cause for all you might know, you would end up falling later. Trust me. And here, falling means you will lose everything and even your friends. Yes people do change. By looking on the way you may boost on your wealth and luxury life, I should say you make us to lose respect on you cause your ego is at that maximum level. I don't know how and when you will notice it but just keep it in mind. Are you happy with your life by exploiting people's wealth? If you are, then you're nothing but just a free taker and a spoil brat. Yes, this is TOO hot to handle but I just have to say what I intend to say and lurk out. Reflect and think of your own action and ego-ness.
Thank You.

HAPPY BITCHING AND HAPPILY EARN THOSE SINS!
=)

2008-09-07T22:27:00.000-07:00

.Drop it Dead.

Ok. Sorry for MIA-ing. Gruah. Niway thanks Yul for updating. Though now its September but its ok. Heh. What can I say? Tomorrow marks the day of my PROMOS! *DEGDEGDEGDEG*
Heart pumping like train you know. Hehe. So fast ehk? Its like only last month I had my Mid years and now, Big Big Headache. Be on hiatus again. Again. Sorry banyak2. =)

. THANK YOU.
070809
Like last year, remember Yul?
Only that this year, its only you.
I LOVE YOU.
TAKMO CATFIGHTS LAGI OK!?
Love<3

.Thank YOU.
Much appreaciated
.050908.
Ayam Masak Merah. Rendang. Sambal Udang.
I ingat.

NOW NOW. Dedication to the .....

.Georgies.

Yes GEORGIES! GEORGIES!

ALL THE BEST FOR PROMOS! INSYAALLAH, WE ALL GET PROMOTED TOGETHER.
Study well. Study Smart.Take a chill. DON'T SLEEP! DON'T SLEEP! Endure this all the way through ok mates.
<3

.History is a Mystery.

Yesterday is a history, Tomorrow is a mystery but today is a Gift.
Treasure it for all you can.

ALL THE BEST TO THE MILLENNIANS TOO!
Too tough. Too puff.

2008-08-25T03:50:00.001-07:00

materialistic is e word. y r u making such a big fuss over a small issue.omg!!.plz b mature enough babe.

oopzzz!!..i've started it wit negative point though..but ya..im juz curious bout tis few pple..haiya!!..but think bout it..it worthless to b argumentative bout all tis thingy..it worthless lol!..hahaha..

went to IMH juz now for my speacilised posting..itz ma 1st day though..i find it was totally diff setting frm general ward..n e patient too..sometimes i do sympathise them..they dun wish to b like tt..but all tis is god will..juz pray for them aite..it was fun though..when e 1st time i step in e ward..i hv tis feeling of anxious and also curious..itz nothing new though..coz im in e new environment..i hv to adapt it asap..so that i wil b able to work on ma case study n finish it..

my girlz..NINI..bz wit her sch stuff..as usual..i wil juz pray for her gd results..i do hv faith on her..i knw she can make it..LALA..bz wit life n work..guess so..i knw she's MIA in tis blog..dun wori pple..she's in gd condition..hahaha..so girlz..when wil b our nxt GROUPIES outing?..haiya!!..

in relationship..there's lotz of upz n downz..u hv to bear wit it..patience is all u nd to build in urself for e gd of relationship..but ya..there's a limit to everythin..i do believe in tis phrase..if he/she not meant to b urs..they wil nvr b urs eventhough hw hard u try to hold e relationship..

lastly,

u love e person for who he is n NOT wat he is..

logging off..

*FaZieLLaH..

ps: unpredictable

2008-07-22T07:41:00.000-07:00

itz been awhile since i last updated tis blog..

previous update by aini was about our crazy bunch of pple outing..it was fun even though only 5 of us cud make it..went to marina square..walk ard..n straight up to esplanade..to kill time..hahaha...we did jokes ard..talking crapz..as usual..hahaha..itz been a long time since we've meet up..so update bout ourself..alep wit his drawing non-stop!..haiya..dun wanna draw my face huh?..hehehe..rest assured..it wil turn out NOT TO B ME!..hahaha..but i do agree..he do hv e talent of drawing (kembang alep)..hahaha..tts e fact..

projectz..assignmentz..killing me rite now..every sch stuff wil b due soon..now im struggling to finish it asap..argh!..luckily there's ma group matez are there wit me..to make everythin went smoothly..thks alot to them..

nd to go now!..
finish up ma presentation slides...

taking care!

*FaZieLLaH..

ps: no matter wat they hv to say..but i do love u e way u r..

2008-07-08T06:33:00.000-07:00

Aini.NuRuL.

Lets get crappy!

.Us. Them. We. Kawan.

.Alep and Aini.
. From band boy to hippy guy?
Aiseh. Hah!

.He can't stop PEACE-ING.
.Won't let us eat in Peace.
HAhah!

.Random. Model. Spastic. Candid. Badot.

.Feeling Mat Rep with my beggy.
Aiseh. Hah! Cutes!

.Feeling PIMP.
-___-

.Din Din. Tsk!.

.Circle of Friendship.

________________________**********___________________________

Yes hello. After my long long hiatus, ok back for blogging back. Mid years are over and I'm so happy happy happy. But not when we got our results back. Aiseh. Just wait and yeah. Okok. I'll be packed this two months cause you wanna know why? I got less than 2 months for my PROMOS ok! Promos! Which means, its my final year exam and to judge and allocate us for seat for next year in PU3. Butterflies can be felt. Yes, PW, H1 Math and H1 Malay. -____-

I'm starting with my term 3 of school.
Nurul getting her attachment and schooling again. yeah?
Ila? Aiseh this lady. Macam BISKOT! Mane kau menghilang kan diri laa. Haha. Ok. As I've been updated, you're in Chervon company? Child care of something? Ok. Just don't let the line disconnected and pending. Haha. Take care and fun fun at work yow. Update more can about you? Terima Kasih Banyak2! =)

Ok. Nunu. Be more lose and make him comfortable yow? Ok, as usual, couples do fight and jealousy do occurs. You've done your part, and its just a matter for him to be in his new comfort and security zone. Jealousy can keep you tighter with your companion huh. Well, be yourself and whatever it is, you have your rights and freedom to be with who. Its just a matter of trust and sincerity that you need to portray to him. I know you've done it but there's a barrier. Just prove him, that your truthful. At least, you've play a part in making the relationship growing. Well, he did his part too but his senses should be more open and mature. It takes time lady. Soon, or maybe one fine day, he will overcome his ultimate barrier. Just play your part. Commit those two, on both sides and I assure, nothing more will happen in future. =)

Done! Okok.

Nak watch teevee..

Catch up catch up.!

Make sure, the next time, everyone turns up. If not, I smack your backside.

=)

2008-07-02T02:10:00.000-07:00

boredom is wit me rite now!..

argh!!!

erm...rite now slacking at home..nothin to do..erm..so..e results is..i decided to blog..here!..
so let me update tis blog..since lala n nini are so bz wit their life n stuff..as i knw..nini having her examz..last paper wil b fri..rite nini?..as for lala..bz wit her work life..they r leading a gd n perfect life as i can c..as for nini..struggling to get all e notes in her brain..pity her alot..as i knw..she's having sleepless nite..haha..as i cn imagine..all her notes must b ard her..hehe..all e best nini for e exams..i knw u cn do it!!!...all e way babe..

im stil searching for another person to b ma guarantor..argh!!!...i already get sponsorship for AH..n stil searching for ma last guarantor..e requirementz was so argh!!!..no wordz..n commentz..to b AH guarantor..u hv to b singaporeans n PR..tt is totally ok..but e nxt requirement..u nd to hv BASIC SALARY $2K!!..argh!!!..it is so difficult to search for 1..if gross pay 2k..there wil b no probz..but they nd basic lei..haiya..it's juz ma fate..i reli nd tis sponsorship..nd e bond..for ma future..haiz...

tis sat..wil b our gathering!!!...yeah!!!..at last..get to mt nini..after 3 mnthz..time goes by damn fast..haiya!..too bad..lala cant join us..coz she's having somethin on..itz ok lala..nxt time perhapz..no worries...only 4 of us wil b mting each other..that wil b..shafiq..din..nini n me!!..wil b having our lunch at tampines mall seoul garden..n tis wil b ma 1st time having a meal at SG..ahakz!..looking fwd for it..

til here pple!!..
adiouz amigos!!..

*FaZieLLaH..

ps: u wil b there for me?..

2008-06-22T06:53:00.000-07:00

im juz curious to knw..erm..

nowadayz..pple do change..as in the way they speak..react n also think..itz a nature for pple to change the way they are..but plz!..b urself..it does irritate e pple around u babe..who do u think u r..juz coz of ur position tt u cud change..oohhh plz!!!..kiss ma ass!!!...mayb..im juz wasting ma time to blog bout tis toooot person..i hv no right to change u..but..plz..realise it urself..plz b mature enough babe!..all e best to u..hopefully u wil change to ur old attitude ASAP!!!!..

juz finished ma attachment for e past 2wks at KKH..get ma chance to do infant bathing..n also..bottle feeding wit proper way..haha..they r so cute..e babies i mean..hehe..did enjoy ma attachment for e 2wks..ahakz!..

rite now..im having ma holidayz..wanna burn some fatz..after gaining so much..hopefully after exercising..i get a gd result..hahaha..life is totally perfect for me..juz get rid of some obstacles..hopefully it wil not happened again..however ma relationship wit ma busyuk is totally fine!..juz cant xpress it into wordz..we do argue..fight..n even debate!..haha..quite fun la actuallyn also often..hehe..but ya..we did solve it together..alhamdulilah!..

however..ma 2 lil fwen..lala n nini..who shud i strt wit..erm..nini..tmr wil b her 1st 3 papers..hahaha..all e best to u babe..u cn do it!..all e way baybeh!..however..for lala..get to knw u already get a job izzit?..do update us babe!..anyway...miz my groupies!..nxt outing when?..im waiting n stil waiting..hahaha...c u girlz soon aite!..make sure!..hahaha...

*FaZieLLaH...

ps: i do love u for who u r..

2008-06-21T09:30:00.000-07:00

.Pimp.Pearls.

Hello Mid Years! Thanks for coming. Gruhh!
NUS+Airport=Comfy couch
Aini+Ria+Fuad+Hafiz=Mugged.Shacked.Gagged.Brunched.Dined.Homies.

*********

I analysed on my past. Those unexpected incidence and the reveals. Yes, I made a vow and promises but guess what, I shall and WILL take back all my words. It's not that I don't appreciate or did not keep to my words, I DITCHED. My promises are meant for those who are really sincere and loyal to me but not to morons and bitches who disguise and pretends. I had enough of holding my anger and frustration. It eats me inside, slowly. Well,why I am NOT surprised if you don't even care cause you NEVER did. If it does, its a fake. You act and I can READ. I'm not blind dumbass. Thanks for the wonderful performance that you have showcase. Now, its the end, officially.

____________________________________________________________

I had stories to share but I guess, it isn't the right time to shack the atmosphere yet. It's just that, words can be hurtful, unknowingly. Conflict started as we all came at the wrong timing to chill. Communication breakdown and you know how hurtful it is? Gueesh! This is called 'Perceptual Distortion'. Different people perceived different thinking to the same situation. The result? Chaotic! Therefore, we must used the same old language as we used to communicate okies? We hate FIGHTS. Its a disgust la..Grow up can? Tsktsk. Wah! Not knowingly, I'm recalling back my MOB lecture notes. Aiseh bedah.. Oh yes, Fuad has started blogging! Aiseh that guy. Dah maju jaye! Happy blogging ehk pakcik.. Teehee! =)
-iguessiknowthereason.

Mugging. Mugging. Mugging. Hush puff on that thang. Now, thanks to my lil brother that I got attached to this Kangen Band song- D o y. But of course, Run the show is...
P(X>55)=Still running.. You see! You see! Too much of Binomial and Normal Distribution had got me to do this. Loving it I guess? Waadushh!
Yes, i Adore that Kat De Luna.
So what?! She's the bomb.

..don't let me turn my attention to you then.
Shooots!!

2 more days. 2 more days. Yes.

Its weird. It has never crossed my mind before, but now? Confusion. Really. There's an attraction that was attached. Crystal, its one sided.

2008-06-17T19:00:00.000-07:00

6 more days left. Off for mugging.
Tooras!

2008-06-15T05:48:00.000-07:00

.Blissfully Attached.

*******

The reason why, lies beneath your own folks. Ask yourself, why are we departing more every and each day? Why we don't tolerate like we used before? Why the folks are in tense? Listen here, We are not SHUNNING ourselves. We need our own space, our own life to enjoy. Little did you know, tense started to spark out due to you own folks. I'm sorry, BUT thats the fact. You have the money. So what? Money doesn't bring happiness to the family. I'm grateful though we aren't rich as others, we are rich in terms of love. Get this. For you, money were being used to keep you happy. The truth is, surge for the answer yourself, to be accurate my aunt. Let's watch and see how far does money can keep you 'happy'?

Define happiness for me kiddie.
=)

Bruuuagh!

I'm still mugging. Help! I got one week left! Luckily enough there were some help lines here and there.Tomorrow will be the last training that we will have for the month. Phew! Yes, morning date with Nurul & Ree. Oh yes! Thanks to Mehru that she reminded me about history assginment. Thanks girl. And thanks ehk Miss Wendy..Bruggh!

Mugging now.

Shh..hhSHHhh..

Those memories.
Indeed, I like you even more.
Deeper.
...If only you know the truth. Nothing but the truth.

2008-06-14T02:10:00.000-07:00

Olla banana! Ok, I'm damn merepek (as according to my Minah RELIEANA). Haha! We had dearly Netball yesterday which ended with lots of surprises. Before that, I had History class. Brruwh. And why I'm not surprised as I was the first person to reach in school for netball. Which means, I'm NEVER late. Haha. Had dinner with the Netball ladies. Siew Hong and Ek'e left after dinner which means, Nurul, Ree and I was the only one who were still stucked in KFC. Apee lagi... We camwhored like nobody business!

Too much of netball can make us go MAD. Teehee!

Our spastic pictures..Masyaallah.. Haha. Still, I'm waiting for the BBQ pictures to be send. Waiting for my Minah Hazel to online. Haha. Heyo Makcik! Cepat siket laa.! I love these ladies. You people must be wondering why I kept on calling them Minahs. Haha. The answer is, I also don't know why. Haha. They have the great potential of Minahs la. I find it too cute. Especially that Makcik Hazel! Never fails to show us her non-stop shuffling moves. Her craziest actions and dance moves. That Fyra, she never fails to show us her dance grooves in the gym. Britney wanna be huh? You rock Fyra! =)

Ok. Mugging for now.

Nurul.RELIEANA. We got a date on Monday morning.
Just the three of us yow?
=)

I saw that hot jogger yesterday.
He never fails to greet me with a smile.
I do, admire his muscular body.
Ganteng banget!

Hey Buddy! If only you're like him, I would turn my attention to you. You know what I mean. =)

2008-06-12T08:38:00.000-07:00

Oh yes hello. I just came back from my netball bbq. Nothing much, it was mild but yeah we had lots of food to stuff into our stomach. I'm super dread tired. Early in the morning, I had Math class and yes, I passed my test. Chey! Then head down to Macs and grab some bites. Mates and I had fun time gossiping. Haha! Interesting yet occasional topic though. Ghostly! Haha! Now now. I need my sleep BUT I need to get my PW done. Yes, GPP and written report. Gwah! Super tired. Bbq pictures will be uploaded as soon as I got those.

You vowed your choice and please stick with it.
For the sake of your moral and dignity, please stop your fucked up fantasies stories.
You heard my warn and be aware of it.
You got stunned with the fucked up words.
You deserved to be sealed and tied.
Another story, another blues from me.
Do it. I'll prove it.
Trust me.
You dare, be my guest.
=)

______________________________********___________________________

I was expecting something. Something that can at least make me smile again. Yet, it didn't turned out as what I was expected. Sheded in sorrow, deeply. I asked trillions of question to my heart. Are you having too much of hope or are you unable to visual the scenario? Its crystal clear. Knowing the truth was heart wracking. I'm happy that I can console myself and not to brag about it. I did it, everytime. Those reveal, I appreciate it alot. You know why,don't you buddy? =) Your maturity has come to sense and thats superb. Treasure those thoughts and it will make you even nicer person. Trust me. You do have a good heart.

I need sleep.
My booster.
My pillow.
My blanket.

2008-06-10T08:02:00.000-07:00

Dread. Drop that non-convincing act.

Because you don't know and you don't need to know. Hello, stop pretending as if I don't know the WHOLE scenario! Drop that act cause you really suck at it. Yes you, if you are reading this, get your facts right before bad mouthing about other people. Not only me, but the rest too.

I guess, you are really deprived. You know who you are and to whom I'm referring to. I'm too sick to listen to these bitchy gossips going on. Don't make me as the set back for your deprivation. Sorry to tell you, you got the wrong person. I'm not a tool to be fooled of your dirty acts. AND at the very first place, I'm not even INVOLVED with you issue that you are going through with. SO PLEASE, kindly stay away from me and don't use your motherfucker sweet traps to persuade me into your ill-mannered intention. I'm not interested and trust me, I WON'T. Yes, now I know how it feels, really.

.You can't be me and I will NEVER be like you.

..You are really trying very hard, aren't you? You need to earn it but it's not as easy as before. Cause you had failed to keep your words. You are filled with filthiness. You ain't no whitely pure.

BRRRUAAAAWWHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

2008-06-07T05:36:00.000-07:00

BORED!..

tts e only word i cud think of..hehe..

so rite now..having ma free time at home..so y not blogging..pity nini..she's e only one blogging here..

erm..heard lotz stories frm nini recently..about her trip to negeri sembilan..rite spelling?..erm..lala..she's taking her DPT soon..guess so..all e best to her..for sure gonna get it..for me..im waiting frm AH or TTSH for any sponsorship..hopefully get 1 of e hosp..reli nd e $$..stil waiting for e nxt outing for GROUPIES..when wil it b..erm...gossipz..crapz..jokes..hahaha..miz all tt..

now..busyuk slping..n im bored..argh!..he wil b working tonight..11pm-7am..haiz..wil b lonely tonite..poor him..hv to work reli hard..juz..ermm...only he n me knws e reasonz..reli hope tt our relationship wil last long..reli hope tt..he's e only being there for me..either im sad or happy..thks alot to him..he did endure wit all ma attittudes..hehe..thks alot for tt dear..appreciate it alot..

im looking forward for ma attachment nxt wk..at KKH..haha..actually..im lazy..but only for 2 wks..n itz over..wooooohooooo!...

im logging off!!!!...

*FaZieLLaH aka Nunu

ps: i nd u more than ever...

2008-06-07T03:33:00.000-07:00

.070608.

Happy 19th Birthday to these ladies.
This will be the last year of your .Teens.
Next year, that 1 number will change to 2. Haha!
Big ladies. Happy thoughts. Lovely life.
Hey Mida! All the best in your endeavors!
Heyo Syira! Keep on party-ing like a Rockstar!
=)

Oh yes, Happy 19th to you too Yusri!
I know its yesterday.
My 3rd time wishing you, I guess.

...off for mugging
2 more week before exams.
I need more time.
Druaawwah!

_________________________********_____________________________

What makes you think I'm bitching about you?
Guilty conscious?
Be my guest.
=)

2008-06-05T18:33:00.001-07:00

.Trios.

__________________________*********______________________________

..You proclaimed to be in that status of yours eventhough the friendship only started to bloom. Guess what, you seem not to know the real meaning of friendship. Really, or should I say, you suck at it. Seems like you are contradicting yourself. Your words. Your portrayal. Your REaction. Its GREATLY proven. A perfect pretender huh? My oh my. You don't need to be audition cause you have already win the title.
..You don't seem to bother and why I'm not surprised. Great act. Thanks for the lies. Greatly appreciate that. Seems like you're eating your own words, slowly. Go ahead, be at your comfort zone. You'll earn the sins, not me.

..Tell me people, why can't I ditch these bunch of moron? Gwussh. Maybe you don't know what it's like to be me. Being bitched and hated for no reasons. Even if there are some unforeseen circumstances that makes you to dislike me, tell me straight to my face. Bitching to people doesn't make things clear. Still, you bitch-ed again.

oh yes.
HAPPY BITCHING.=)

2008-06-05T06:17:00.000-07:00

.Twinnie.Rockstar.

.His 18th 050608.

Happy 18th birthday Fandy!
You're not in Singapore for now.

Enjoying yourself in Japan?
Hope you had a blissful celebration there okies.
=)

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Oh hello. I'm back from school after 1hr 30 mins of History lesson, 30mins of break and that consecutive 6hrs of studying in library.(Excluding my 10mins of nap). I like it to study there especially when you're alone. You can soak the notes easily. I had a few unknown library mates down with me. We accompanied each other as each one of us came alone. Haha! And my Dear Hayati was there too. She used this leg bangle on her(Gelang kaki) that made me to detect wherever she go. Up or down, forth and backward, I knew where she go. Haha. Cute lady. I'm done with Problems of Global Economy. Phew! Alas! But got two more topics to cover for International. No no, not two. Including SBQ contextual knowledge, THREE more topics. Oh, that doesn't include the sub sub sub sub topics. Grrhh! Tomorrow, off I go for darling Netball. Dwuusss! Morning? Study in school lor, I guess.

Heyo mate! Maybe my emotional overpowered my mindset that makes us to drift. I had nothing to go against with our winy winy issue. You know, mood swing or maybe, its just that I like to be alone or with someone I'm comfortable with. It's not that I neglected or outcast you. I know, I hadn't been taking care of your feelings lately. I realised that my dear mate, really I do. You're the nicest and sweetest friend I've ever met. If not for you my dear, things would not have been spilled out, right? =) You helped and guided me all the way through during our friendship periods. You're a handy friend and sensible one. Despite the event that nearly thorn our friendship, you never failed to clear your doubts. You asked. She said. You judged. You did it, the right choice. I'm happy for that move. You make things clear with me and how can I not appreciate your courage for that? You even asked for an apology from me. I've forgiven you. Now my dear mate, its my turn. I'm truly sorry for what I've been reacting lately. It's been hard for you and even for me. I'm truly disappointed for not appreciating this valueless friendship. I tried to make the right words everytime when I talked to you. I can sensed that we are rather uncomfortable with one another now. Same like you, I wish this could stop with a better ending.=)

I want to see your purity smile again.
I want to see my old joyous mate.
I want things to get better.
I want us to clear this mess or maybe this miscommunication.
I want the old you.=)

Now, I need my pen and notes. Mugging is dwelling. Gwahh!!
I'm allocated to be the Mastermind for the bonding games. Ouh ouh! Sounds fun and its worthy I hope. Heyo Fyra and Syafy! Lets get our job done yow! =)

ai Ni

....Know what, duplicating isn't the way moron. Its similar like a plastic. Original wins the game. Get it?

Brggh!

2008-06-04T23:29:00.000-07:00

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Its me and Min Hui. Thanks for listening. =)

Now, I need my darling sleep. Enough of Global Economy and Problems of Eco. Brrghh!!

...Next time, pull out the right string. Get it moron?

=)

2008-06-03T11:50:00.000-07:00

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Oh hello. I've been waking up early every single day. Like 6 am in the morn? Beat me, I have no idea why too. Maybe , I'm too routine with my every day schooling time I suppose? I will still roll on the bed, glimpsing over my handphone, look out through the window and sometimes, sit straight up on the bed. Haha. Gile kot. Oh hoo. International class in the morning. Netball at 3pm tomorrow. Oh yes, Mr Tay will be coming. -__- What ever laaaa....

Now now. It's only me and my lil adek at home. Yeah, we rule the house yow! Had our house chores done and here I am slacking. No wayss. No wayss. I need to push myself HARDER. Exams are coming soon after school reopens. My oh my. And here I am. BLOGGING. WTH kan. Tsk tsk. Maybe I'll be on hiatus AGAIN? I see how. New skin. Teehee! Was too enthusiastic that I forgot to insert my tag box! Adek helped me to pick skins but in the end, I randomly picked on my own laa.... Haha. Thanks for the effort adek. Still, our blog is still under construction. Lots more to touch up.. Ehehe! Oh oH! Mama and adek brother at Parkway Parade! Jealous nyer aku.. Haha! I 'm still mugging for Project Work. Heyo Fafa! Howss.??=)

2 H2= Year 3
.Good luck.

.....Thanks to Amy, I'm addicted to Peach Milk Tea.
.....Thanks to Hazel, I'm loving with Cyclone song.
.....Thanks to Gaya, I'm progressing on with my shuffling moves.(Oh serious oh what?! Haha!)
.....Thanks to netball, I'm working on with muscle and aps.
.....Thanks to my Minah netballers, we are having BBQ next Thursday.
.....Oh gosh, how addictive can they be? TeeHee!
<3<3Simply adore my girls. <3<3

Know us. Judge us ok? Thank you!
.you.cant.assume.me.for.being.the.same.just.because.im.in.the.same.team.

....and yes, Thanks to EXAMS I'm mugging with my revision...Brrr!....

Heyo! What do you want for your birthday? I'm clueless. Thoinkss!

=)

2008-06-02T11:45:00.000-07:00

A & W
.Kempunan Termakbul.
=)

Oh well. Heelloo. Hiatus? No no. I'm too lazy to blog many many stuff. Well oh well. My trip? I shall let the picture tell the story. Not now but SOON when I'm free! Now now. Must get ready for darling netball.3pm tau. Asal-la lambat nah timing.. Wadduuuh...

=)
ai Ni

2008-05-29T07:07:00.000-07:00

updatez!..updatez!..n...UPDATEZ!..

hey pple!..nurul here aka nunu...

had some free time..so hola!..here i am..to update tis blog..
nini stil enjoying herself at negeri sembilan(right spelling?)...erm...while ila bz wit her business..(selling shoes wit her own design)..shud b la..hehe..n me..preparing for ma common test..n also attachment pple..for 2wks..wish me luck for ma common test...omg!..stil nd to revise alot..notez!..notez!..n notez!..argh!..

today..mt ma busyuk for awhile..had breakfast wit him..lotz of fun..n ya!..TTSH n Alexandra hosp called me for an interview..i was like..wat theeee?!..luckily e interview wil b on diff day..ahakz!..so..TTSH or AH?..erm...hopefully wil get 1 of them..pray hard for it..coz i reli nd e $$..hehe...

im stil thinking whether to join the S'pore national day dance or not..erm..if i join..i wil burn lotz of ma time wit practices..if not..i wil miss e chance..erm..shud i join pple?..wats ur opinion?..erm...
by tmr i nd to make ma final decision..c how la..ahakz!..

til here pple..
wil update once i hv ma free time...

*FaZieLLaH...

ps: stil luving u dude!..busyuk ku!<3...

2008-05-25T07:54:00.000-07:00

Oh yes. After that long hiatus, I'm back. Can't blame me for that. -__-
Well, too long and detailed explanation for me to blog everything. To be short and sweet, I'm alright. Too fine with my darling school routine(though its holiday season), mild with my life and dots dots dots.....(Thats, not short anymore)

Oh yes, tomorrow I'm off to Negeri Sembilan for 3days and 2nights. Some learning journey about their culture and kampong life. Best part, we must be in school by 6.45 AM tomorrow. How nice! If not or Hayati's help, I think I will be scraping money for taxi fare. Oh yes, FLY!-__-

Now now, maybe I'm kinda excited for the trip, need to pack stuff and last minute gift notes and blink!blink! Hee! So wait till I'm back on Wednesday ok people! =)

-ai Ni_

2008-05-01T22:22:00.000-07:00

hey babes! LaLa here! anw, as NiNi told u that im bz wf some business that relate to shoes, here r some of the picz.

interested? leave us message. we will get back to u A.S.A.P.. tc!

2008-04-21T08:22:00.000-07:00

Some picz from vietnam ppLe!..enjoyz!..

*FaZieLLaH..aka NuNu..

im back from VIETNAM!..

2008-04-10T08:43:00.001-07:00

hey ppLe!..

nurul here aka nunu updating tis blog after so many dayz..hehe..

wokey!..where shud i strt it..erm..vietnam?..let strt wit vietnam..e country was awesome pple..e beach..e resort..e city..was totally busiest at every moment of time..
but some incident did happened to me in vietnam..firstly..i fell dwn for 2 times..in e bus n at e resort..so clumsy..ahakz!..secondly..I LOST MA LUGGAGE once i touch down in vietnam..it was rather very 'suay' for me lol..it was ma 1st time travelling out of Singapore without ma parentz n it was also ma 1st time lost ma luggage..haiz..but thks to all ma frenz..lecturers..being there for me..n ya..i stil cn survive 2 wks without ma things..e saddest thing was..all ma precious things from ma busyuk is inside e luggage..wat the?!..haiz..so did learnt some vietnam wordz..it was fun though...hehe..'kam ng'(thank you)..'chin jio'(hello)..did i spell it correctly?..watever!..ahakz!..playing games wit e orphanage was fun..miz them alot..do construction work..nvr in ma life..tt was e 1st time..hehehe..kinda awkward..hehe..did some volunteering work at handicapped centre..it was fun though..

i wanna take tis opportunity to thank the 4C team for their guidance n fun..it was reli awesome pple..thks alot!..e trip wil b memorable for all of us..tt is for sure..240308-060408..YEP VIETNAM TRIP!..

THANKS ALOT FOR E BIRTHDAY GIFT PPLE!..APPRECIATE IT ALOT..SPECIAL THANKS TO MA PARENTS FOR E MINI PARTY TT THEY ORAGANIZE..

ok pple..i dozing off soon..wil update once i hv e time..

taking care..

*FaZieLLaH..aka nunu..

2008-03-23T13:20:00.000-07:00

Happy bdae to you!
Happy bdae to you!
Happy bdae to Faziellah!
Happy bdae tou YOU!
19th Ladicious!
*From Us*

*6 years of Friendship*

*Mortage*

Yes.Dearly Nurul Faziellah turned 19 last Friday. Oh well, sorry for the late post my dear. Hope you lead with a prosper life ahead and make big for you family ok! Tomorrow Vietnam yar? Have a safe journey sweetheart. Better bring alot of goodies when you're back ok.! Haha! Kidding!

And yes,the Hong Kong'ers flew back yesterday. Sure I'll miss Penny and Lock. -__-
Will post the pictures as soon a I got them ok.

Muggin for now.

Take care bloggers!

-Wedding attached-
(Simulated)
(",)

2008-03-08T21:50:00.000-08:00

<3.Ila Suhailah.<3

<3She's the Vogue.<3

<3.Shake it up.<3

<3.Faziellah with Loved Ones.<3

<3 .The Bonds.Hearts.<3
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Well Olla! Yeah, after the long term disappearance, I'm here to post an entry. The truth, I'm rather busy with my daily activities. Why not? Ever since I'm committed with my dearly CCA, back home at 10 plus, I hardly switch on the computer. Assignments and stuff need to be completed. Well, of course! I wouldn't want to neglect my studies. Oh well, this can't continue! Upon seeing my Common Test results, I need to buck up in my Math! Funny right? GeePee? No comment. I'm trying hard though, so SHUT! Holidays are here! Yahoo! But wait, no hanky-panky ok Aini. Resolutions, remember! Holidays like not Holidays! I have to face my dearly school almost everyday. Waddush!

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Dearly Makcik Nunu will be gone in three weeks time! Hope you will have fun there ok babe! Better take good care of your diet cause maybe its difficult for you to locate Halal foods? I guess. You tapau alot alot of canned foods! Ok girl! Oh yeah, meet up before you fly off yar? Sayang kau!

Yes! Yes! Guess what? It's a NO surprise news for me but hell ya! Whatever your motive and reason is, it will never change my mind. Though yes, we had this friendship going, till now I'm out of words. You ditch me and now you're eating your own words. If you want to play some nasty games and tricks, I'm sorry, it will NEVER work on me. Try some other losers out there. Yow? If you really want to taste the consequences, by all means DO IT!

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There's nothing for me to say anymore. I'm tired. If my disappearance happens again, I'm sorry. Cause I'm packed, for real.

Take care bloggers
=)

You mean NOTHING to me.
I DON'T DISGUISE.
Ok Go!

2008-02-16T23:10:00.000-08:00

.R3.

Happy Bdae to You!
Happy Bdae to You!
Happy Bdae to Ria!
Happy Bdae to You!

Firstly, HAPPY 18TH BURFDAE TO RIA RAZIANY RAZAK. Though I sing to you too many times(ehk?), I never jelak! You know why, cause I know, deep down in your heart, you really like me to sing sing sing to you! Suare I sedap u.. Hee! All the best in you endeavours and may you are lead with a good life ahead. Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan murah rezeki! Stay cheery and sun-shining always ya! You're the candle in our life. I love you la many many! Oh you prezy? Erm, there! You're picture! Got balloon already. Thats the prezy! =) -NOLINK.COM

*M18 da pass.
*Club also can.
*Aiiseh Bedah!

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The New Look: My Makcik Nunu. Soon, she will be Makcik Vietnam. Haha. She's busy with he project still and exams, kan? HAha. Also, her preparation for Vietnam trip. No words can explain how much I miss this lady. Though we fight, we bitch and we quarrel, still she's the best. No one can replace your place ok! Remember that Yul! Promise kan..

I saaaaaayaaang you.(",)

The New Look: My Makcik Lala. This lady had really turned out to be a business person indeed. Selling shoes with her own hand design. Mane aku nyer makcik!? I want want want! Hee. Projects and attachment for you kan. All the best and endure through the whole process. You're confident enough to get a good results. =)Oh yes, Internet hilang tapi orangnyer tkmo hilang. If it happens, aku screwwwww kau! Haha. Kidding. Syg kau la makcik! Aku rindu masakan your MOM. Wahhahah! Karaoke, lepak-ing session and stories. =) It will happened again OK! Promise!? TEGEE!

But the thing is, I riiinnndu you.(",)

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Hello people. Im back on track now. I'm happy with my state now. Its blooming. =)

Test is OVER. Yeaha! Upon that, the results will be out in no time. Next week I guess. Oh yes, today my ladies plus Zai attended the Sahiba Taklimat. Oh yes, it turned out to be more like a debating session? Yes. I've no comment but at least, have the empathy on our school. They had lots to prepare and due to the Hot questions and questionnaire that was presented in the session just now, MCS members will have tough time to reconsiderate those views and confusion. I pity the whole load of them. Oh yeas, the judges response for today's session was ----. Haha! They were only handful of us. Hahaa. Afterall, its was ok-la. We end up sitting at the back of the hall and have a good chat session while the players tried to play the game. OWw... Aha. Might have the possible chance that Zai will change in his class and will be probably be in my class. HAa. Fuad will get a new member I guess. Wah. This is cool babeh! Circle of friends are great. Keep coming up yow!

Oh yes.Math paper was a killer, a tough one la seh. Wadduh. Whatever it is, Common test had ended! We had glorious time after that though. Bloggers! You may want to visit Amirah's and Yaya's blog for more pictures. Here's a few to enjoy.=)

She's My Mortal. He's My Angel.

Yes Postcards by ME. Gifts.

Siti.Zahidah. Ameera.Syira.

Collage of the Gifts.

Val's Hot couple.

Fuad is lucky, Indeed.

Hearts for Mira. Sweet laa.

Thats for now. I'm dozing off. Take care yow!

I like the way.
-Am

2.da'8st.

2008-02-08T21:50:00.000-08:00

waaaaaadddduuuuuhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im bck blogging..

hehe..thks to NINI again..makin tis blog alive..if not..itz gonna b dead..
im quite bz wit ma stuff..assigment..projectz..attachment..haiya!..another 2 more yrs nd to bear wit it..ya!..ma attachment gonna b 3 wks..comin soon..after that gonna be ma camp for 3 dayz..n taaadaaah!!!..vietnam trip..24 march-04 april 08..hehe..hope tt itz gonna b fun as ever..

NINI was so bz wit her sch stuff..til no time to meet me..*sob sob*..n GROUPIES!..when wil be our nxt outing..erm..hope tt itz gonna b very soon..coz missing u babes so much la..wit our crapz n jokes..ahakz!..do update me if hv any other outing aite..wil try my best to attend it..

tiL here ppLe!..

wil update again if i hv e time..owite!..

ps: whoever provoked ma NINI..juz BCK OFF!..dun u dare!...

*FaZieLLaH aka nunu..

2008-02-07T18:35:00.000-08:00

Matta - Ketahuan

......."Dari awal aku tak pernah
percaya kata-katamu
Karena ku hanya melihat
semua dari parasmu

Terakhir kau bilang padaku..
kau takkan pernah selingkuh
Tetapi ternyata dirimu..
bermain di belakangku"........

**

Saat ku melihatmu
kau sedang bermesraan
dengan seorang..
yang ku kenal…

O ow.. Kamu ketahuan..
pacaran lagi..
dengan dirinya..
teman baikku…

O ow.. Kamu ketahuan..
pacaran lagi..
dengan dirinya..
teman baikku…

Tapi tak mengapa..
Aku tak heran..
Karena dirimu..
Cinta sesaatku…

(O ow.. Aku ketahuan…
pacaran lagi…
dengan dirinya…
teman baikmu…) 2x

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You know, I'm TRULY disappointed. I thought we could be friends for a longer period of time but instead you had destroyed everything. What is the FUCKING mistake that I did till you BITCH me like nobody business? So called friendship after so much we had build. And due to the fact of your bitchy-gossips, I nearly lost a friend whom I have longed known her way before you do. They fell into you traps and I guess, me too. What is your FUCKING motive till you reacted and tell hell out of stories about me? You had fun doing that don't you? Are you satisfied now after all you evil doings on me? Common, if you don't like me and if you hate how I reacted nowadays, SPIT it right to my face. Don't BITCH cause you are not venting your anger on me instead, to the others who know NOTHING about us. You dare to BITCH and I should assured that you are brave enough to face me. I noticed it long time ago, in fact last year indeed. I don't want to invite any unwanted scene then. Now, I just can't control this feelings. The next time you see me, spit it out. Till now, I'm still wondering what is the wrong doing that I did to you that you had reacted this way. The truth is, I had more to say. Well, I'm a big girl now. I should react the way I' m supposed to be. I'll shut for now but the next time you provoke me, you shall see what you should have, before.

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Oh yes, next week is Common Test. Had my late night revision going. I know I can do it.=)
I'm socializing more now and of course, circles of friends yow. To you, I'm grateful enough that you had realized and know the real situation. You heard what was said and its YOU to judge the matter. I don't fight with words cause soon, the truth will be out no matter what. Let the nature take its course cause I know, I did nothing wrong till I got BADLY BITCH-ED. Even if I had, clarified it to me, not them. Its me whom you're unhappy with. Damnit!

If you aren't sincere in helping, then I should say you don't. But if you are the one who offers your help, then jangan ungkit.
-I don't force.

Define the term given:
*Desperate*

Im mugging.
Take care bloggers.

-Soul Confession

Happy Bitching Yow!

2008-01-27T15:44:00.000-08:00

I'm C.A.H.I.L.-LING!

Are Science and Religion always in conflict with each other?
Areas of overlap/conflicts are medicine,sexuality,religious events/practices,origin of man.

Yeah, kind of complex huh? Presentation on Wednesday and we have a lot to mug on! Its ok, let's Go C.A.H.I.L! Jia you! Besides, class test and assignments are piling over my head. Gwuah!!

Sorry, but I won't be updating that often, compared to my previous year. A crucial year for me though. Common Aini, let's prove them WRONG!.I'm on my steps to be OUT from my hideous shell. I'm progressing hard ok mind you. What guts do you have then? Haaha! Scramolllo!

Haah! Thanks to Lala's influence that I started to call everyone makcik! Hehe!
Ria! I'm not that OLD to be a nenek yet ok!

Oh wait?! You did know that I'm addicted with this Low-Flo Rida feat T-Pain song? Now, I'm addicted with the Whine Up! I know, its kinda old music but hey, its the moves that counts. Whining up isn't just about the song but the way you move ya body! Whine it up gracefully yow! I just adore that Kat De Luna. Muke very the chubby!

Those dance routine are spinning in my head now. Haha!
.idanced.

Let's Whine Up Low-ly yow!

=)

-bitch.

2008-01-21T23:35:00.000-08:00

Tired+Fun=awesome!

Haha. Hello people! Just got back home and I'm dead beat, again. Yow.
Mugging for tomorrow's class test.

Netball super gerek.
And I like that thing yow.

Okok.

Bye bloggers

Hafiz.Y+Fandy+Hendry+ME=GILER to the CORE

Ampunkanla dosa2 hamba2 mu ini.

=)

car-ride.

2008-01-20T18:05:00.000-08:00

Hello people. Tasks are piling up and I'm dead beat! It's ok Aini, you can do it. Oh yeah, I chopped my hair off yesterday. Haha! Goodbye to the rebonded hair and welcome back my old hair! I don't feel duplicate though! Yow!

Wanna know the hot news? *OUCH!* Juicy gossips were revealed and I'm NOT surprised to it yow! Haha! Whatever dude! Afterall, you are what you portray yourself to be. A wise choice indeed huh? What you will gain with it hah? I just cant stop bursting into laughter. Never had I thought you will behave in that manner. You are demoralizing yourself even! HAHA! Well Aini, it doesn't matter to you no more ok. They will gain the lost themselves. Hit them hard yow! =)

Ok. I'm buzzing off.

You just can't control your mouth yar?
Continue bitching about me. You earn the sin no matter what. HAHA!
You're such a disgust la.
Typical morons.
Duh!

Oh yeah, netball chalet! Yow hoo!

I'm progressing to it.
It's proven.
I had one of my resolution fulfilled.
What else would you like to see in me?
I'm not what you used to think before.
You'll see.

=)

.She hit the flo.

Happy Bitching yow!

2008-01-17T21:52:00.000-08:00

Flu! Ahh-CHOO!!

Yes, hello people! I'm infected with the virus. The whole stretch of us were like orchestra performer for lessons. High and low pitch of sneezing, red nose and feverish moments. Yes, SICK. I so hate this condition. Running out for the toilet, with tissue paper as a back up. Damn. Shoo far far away la...!

I need a rest, a good one indeed. P.E was great, I'm loving it? =)

I'm down with tears.
Never had I expected it to happen.
A shocking and sadden news was revealed.
You had bring sweet memories in my life.
May your soul rest in peace brother.
Amin.

2008-01-16T17:30:00.000-08:00

....."not to forget... i miss my SECONDARY SCH FRENZ! wen r we, ppl, going to hav the next mit up? the last meet up, of coz raya. tu pon bukan semue ade. yg btl2 the last meet up was my bro wedding. guyz, we really need another meet up. plz... i miss u guyz so much! i miss time when we went do to canteen to hav our break. join up all the table. from one end to the other end. one ppl from tat end shout to the other ppl at the another end. i miss celebrating their birthday. wf all the cakes, gifts. i miss walking 2 sch. meet up wf nini at the mrt. then walk again to meet up wf nunu at the traffic light. walking to sch really damn slow. like our bapak sch. miss distubing the teachers, especially cikgu nadia. miss coming late to her class. miss saying, "cher, go toilet" to mr sky phua. its not a permission, more like juz letting him knw where we r going. ehheh! noty me. i miss art camp. i miss annu nicole segar, now in australia doing her course, dance. how i wish i could turn back time. but of coz, i didnt miss all those lesson + homewerk + the nagging = horrible days.

guyz, can we meet up soon? i miss you ppl so much...."

Hello people. Yes that was the post from Ila's multiply. Since you makcik update kat sane, I cut and paste put here la.

This makcik nearly make me to tears. Of course, the atmosphere in Yishun Sec compared to Millennia is too different. There's a big gap indeed, especially the circles of friendship. Did you know, my mates and I will form up to a maximum of 4-5 tables to fit in all our gang member! Yeah of course, it caused a lot of disturbance for the students and teachers to walk around. We obstructed the walkway. Our gang was CHOP as the students organizer. Meaning? We will not miss a single birthday celebration in the canteen and would sang birthday song out loud! Cakes, sabotaging and pranks. Yeah, now that we are old enough, I guess there wouldn't be any sabo session. All retire! We are the really chaotic senior that they have ever had. Our rowdiness was out of control, especially when our boy band(1989) performed. The cheers and the AYG. Those months of night classes, during the fasting month,was superb. Instead of studying, sometimes we would stayed at the fitness corner and listen to radio, crap around, ghostly sharing and climb like a monkey. Remember the Hady-Jonathan idol fever? Lying on the bench while dazzling to the STARLIGHT STAR BRIGHT. The buka season together when Shafiq came all the way down with his tapau foods and manisan for us. Alep with his fantastic mother's culinary skills. Adin with our usual "BEER". Oh my, I guess it will be a-Never ending entry if I were to type everything down here. Dotss.

I miss the craziness that we had. We do really have our ups and downs together eventhough we had grudges and conflicts throughout our friendship. Even now yar? Make it strong ladies and gentlements(Oh, is it too formal for the boys Ila?) Meeting is coming up yah!

Our gym.
Stadium.
Runs.
Gossips.
Confidante.
We the Trios.=)
We endure it ladies.
Long John! Heaha!

Morons bitch us for wrong reasons.
Fighting aint our way.
But we DO give them the PAIN.

Yow oh Yow
She hit the Flo!

Bu Ila, kapan jumpaan nya sich? Gua kangan deh.
Bu Nurul sudah jadi suster!
Ke rumah sakit, percuma ya Sus Nurul!

=)

off..

ok GO!
-Thanks to Fadz wor,(non-identical twin). I'm addicted to your words yar. ok GO!
Heeh!

2008-01-15T22:50:00.000-08:00

Hello people. Yes, I'm back home, like finally. Had my long wee hours in school again. Yeah, endurance is a must. School? Yeah, catching up with studies and all. Netball, was great.
"And you know I like that.."Geehee!
Let the machine turning on and on. Let the motor run yow!
Yes, next month, Common Test! Class test, assignments are piling. Oh gee! Yeah, we all can persevere! Ok girls!
Now, I want to bobok!

Youhavetosay.Sitisnewscastersseh.
Haha!
Selfconfesstongsampahs.
Duh!

...And next thing you know..
.....Shawty got low low low low low low low low!..

She Hit the Flo Yow!
Ok GO!

Announcement to my dearly Ladies,
when is the next meeting? =)

2008-01-14T22:35:00.000-08:00

Flo rida feat T-Pain - Low

[Chorus:]
Shawty had them Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans]
Boots with the fur [With the fur]
The whole club was lookin at her
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reeboks with the straps [With the straps]
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack [Ayy]
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

[Verse 1:]
I ain't never seen nuthin that'll make me go,
This crazy all night spendin my dough
Had a million dollar vibe and a bottle to go
Dem birthday cakes, they stole the show
So sexual, she was flexible
Professional, drinkin X and ooo
Hold up wait a minute, do I see what I think I
Whoa
Did I think I seen shorty get low
Ain't the same when it's up that close
Make it rain, I'm makin it snow
Work the pole, I got the bank roll
Imma say that I prefer them no clothes
I'm into that, I love women exposed
She threw it back at me, I gave her more
Cash ain't a problem, I know where it goes

She had them

[Chorus:]
Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans]
Boots with the fur [With the fur]
The whole club was lookin at her
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reeboks with the straps [With the straps]
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack
[Ayy]
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

[Verse 2:]
Hey
Shawty what I gotta do to get you home
My jeans full of gwap
And they ready for Shones
Cadillacs Maybachs for the sexy grown
Patrone on the rocks that'll make you moan

One stack (come on)
Two stacks (come on)
Three stacks (come on, now that's three grand)
What you think I'm playin baby girl
I'm the man, I'll bend the rubber bands

That's what I told her, her legs on my shoulder
I knew it was ova, that Henny and Cola
Got me like a Soldier
She ready for Rover, I couldn't control her
So lucky oo me, I was just like a clover
Shorty was hot like a toaster
Sorry but I had to fold her,
Like a pornography poster
She showed her

[Chorus:]
Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans]
Boots with the fur [With the fur]
The whole club was lookin at her
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reeboks with the straps [With the straps]
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack [Ayy]
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

[Verse 3:]
Whoa
Shawty
Yea she was worth the money
Lil mama took my cash,
And I ain't want it back,
The way she bit that rag,
Got her them paper stacks,
Tattoo Above her crack,
I had to handle that,

I was on it, sexy woman, let me shownin
They be want it two in the mornin
I'm zonin in them rosay bottles foamin
She wouldn't stop, made it drop
Shorty did that pop and lock,
Had to break her off that gwap
Gah it was fly just like my glock

[Chorus:]
Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans]
Boots with the fur [With the fur]
The whole club was lookin at her
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reeboks with the straps [With the straps]
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack [Ayy]
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

C'mon

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Hello people, yes I'm too addicted with this song. It just got stuck onto my head over and over again. Oh I'm falling for its grooves. Trava-laBOOM! =)

Yes, I just got back home form my dearly wee hours in school. Studies was great and I'm getting more and more motivated to indulge in studies. Yes, new resolution remember Aini? Yeah netball, I'm in for it. Haha. Training was ok only that I was gasping for air at the last part of the circuit. Damn it. Its back DUH. Shoo away can can can?

Yes, mugging for assignments yah. Sorry as this was rather a short entry. Oh yah, there's a stupid stalker who followed me all the way to Outram,- an Indian man. Ria and Nurul should know what I mean.Duh, he was too annoying and asked me around with the sign board when surprisingly, he owns a map in his hand!Pestering me on questions which I deliberately ignored and went all the way up to the last cabin. Scram. He was one or two cabin away from me. Tell me, why can't I call him an idiotic stalker? Lucky enough he got down to Farrer Park or Boon Keng? I don't care lerrr.. Yes, thanks to my dad who waited for me at the bus interchange from 9.05pm. I really owned this phobia cause it had been my worst nightmare before. Damnit.

Ok, off wor.

=)

She hit the flo.. [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know..
Shawty got low low low low low low low low..!

She hit the flo!

2008-01-13T14:14:00.000-08:00

Hello people. Weekends were great! The overnights Oh so lovely. Well, I don't want to blog much as I'm progressing with my assignments. Yeah I MUST. Well, Mrs Meya has been a good G.P tutor. I want to have good bands in my subjects. Oh yeah, so i MUST start now. Well, want to know how have I been? I'm all great with all the new resolutions, and I'm working towards it. =)

Take care!

Bottled feelings-Revealed.
Netball, yessa!
=)

2008-01-08T22:25:00.000-08:00

Hello people. Maybe I will be blabbering regarding on how I 'SOOO Love' my school. Ready? Firstly, everything had turned out to be a disaster. Now everyone in the class is being traumatised, pressured, persisting and having torturous lesson for our dearly Gee-Pee. *Wide Smile*. I really feel a lot of inferior and being small as our teacher is expecting high standards from us. Oh god, I just can't be that studious and be perfect in every aspect of what the GeePee has to be. I'm not the perfect girl who can fluently write a good essay and decoding the message from the passage. I' m tortoise remember? Pardon me for my slow-ness, but I doubt she will. Now I feel like screaming my lungs OUT LOUD. Ready? -_______-

History? Worst still. One, which is torturous and the other one, boredom. Seriously I have no idea why why why must this occurred for History lesson. We keep on swapping teachers like ...ok its uncountable last year. This year, a disaster. Of all the period, it happened on our dearly crucial year. Oh yes, thanks alot. You may feel that I'm complaining too much but you should feel it yourself. Somehow, these torturous moments may bring glory and smile at the end of the year but.. maybe I'm not used to it yet.? Let the time pass and I see how yar.? Oh god, Thanks a lot la teachers. Love ya many many.---____________---

And yes, I like my management now? I feel opened to express and broaden my suggestions and opinions. My lecturer IS my tutorial teacher and so, yah, she's effective and efficient in conducting the class. Hope that I could attain better result with her support and mentoring? Yes.=)

Little time for long-hour work.

I'm mugging.

Take care bloggers!!!
=)

Now I can go SHA-LA-LA-LA-LA!

2008-01-05T23:50:00.000-08:00

Hello people. Yeah its been long since my last last update which I believed, it was last month before I took off? Haha. Yeah, technology isn't cooperating and need to reboot, repaired and replaced. Guuhh! Hong Kong trip was a memorable one for me, never shall it be tarnished from my mind. I love my buddies and yeah miss them alot! I had my marathon challenge too during the December's holiday, it was remarkable.

Yeah school has already started and there are a lot of things to prepare. Projects, common test, mid-year,promos and exams. I can go nuts!I may be slow for this but afterall, I will really emphasis on my quality of work. Vowed myself not to be hankies like last year. I had enough of everything. New resolution for me though.

Actually, I have a lot to tell and clarify but it doesn't matter. I'm too lazy to type everything in this page. Sometimes I wonder, why must it end up this way? I should proclaimed that people will never accept the reality. I had enough of mournings and I got tired of it. I'm fcuked up with these blabbering. Yeah, shoots Aini! Enough ok! But I can't control it now. Its too late. Duh! Let the people be happy with the way they are. I'm no one to control and advise them cause they ARE strangers! Who am I anyway? I'm fed up, really. It affects me to the bloody core and the feeling sucks, yes SUCKS. Ok, DOTS. FULLSTOP. Da ehk Aini, yang sudah tu sudah.

Oh Lala! Yes arh! When will we ever have a proper meet up? Haha. You may want to text me to discuss yar.? I'll be waiting. =) Aku miss kau jugak and there are things for me to share. Nak nak? Hee!

Ok, till next time. Take care people!

....So this is how you treat me? My oh my, true identity is revealed. You may never want to provoke me. Trust me. Do it and I'll prove it.

.Disowned morons.

2007-12-16T02:19:00.001-08:00

some picz to enjoy ppLe!..

enjoyz!..

itz us!..hehe..

wassup wit e plate huh..hehe..

izam spoilt our pic!..haiya!..

Maya Atiqah!..Birthday girL!..

..cuzzy!..

2007-12-16T01:55:00.000-08:00

hey ppLe!...

nunu blogging!..hehe..

life?..was ok la..no comment..juz appreciate every moment of it..hehe..
juz finish ma clinical attachment..last fri was ma last day..i was attached at ttsh ward 8d..it is a cadiac ward..i've learnt lotsa of interesting cases..some SNs n AN do rawks ma 2 wks in tt ward..ahakz!..

last fri din did organize a gathering wit all ma crazy peepz..irman..nini n sab cant make it..so left wit fiq..alep..lala..din..zeed n me!..it was fun though!..ahakz!..meeting point..GV long john silver..lots of laughter n jokes..as usual..our gathering wil nvr b borin..haha...

lala..stil busy designing shoe...ahakz!..anyone wanna buy LALA's shoe?..juz drop by her multiply website n take a look her designed shoe..originality by her!..haha..itz nice though..erm..she's stil taking her pvt dip..she's doing well wit it..she's gonna b teacher soon!..juz imagine her studentz wil cal her 'chicher ila'!..haha..

nini..erm..juz came bck frm hong kong!..she did told me lots of her horror stories while her stay in HK..u ar nini..haiya!..juz saw her last sat at lido wit her sister..miz her lotz!..haha..cant wait to mt her n talk bout life..n not forgetting gossipz!..haha...do beep me when ur free aite!..

wednesday 19 dec 07 there wil b another outing..bbq pit at pasir ris..i wil not b goin..as u knw it is hari raya haji eve..wanna spend ma time wit ma family..it do meant alot to me..so SORRY peepz..im not gonna join u guyz on tt day..nxt time perhapz..

LALA n NINI..when wil b our nxt outing?..e last outing tt we had was..erm..e time we played snooker at safra yishun..rite?..i guess so...haha..so do organize nxt outing aite!..keep me update huh!..

til here ppLe..

wil update when we hv e time aite!..

taking care!..

*FaZieLLaH..aka NuNu...

2007-11-19T08:45:00.000-08:00

Take care ladies-ku.=)

Hello people. Oh well, the day is here. Hmm, Ms Jee keeps on reminding to assemble at row 8. Yah, noted Ma'am! Ok, besides that technology isn't co-operating enough. I failed to send my slides to Ms Jee yesterday night. Damnit. Oh well, we had at least save it to our thumbdrive.*Fadz,Mira, Hidayah.

Ok. Off for last minute packing now.=)
Mates, see you at the airport yow.?

3.30pm-Sayonara
4.45pm-Flight depart
ETA at Hong Kong-2015pm(Singapore's time)

2007-11-18T21:40:00.000-08:00

Hello people. Well, not too excited to depart tomorrow. Oh gosh. Wild thoughts and descriptive in me yow. Well, shan't elaborate.

*Family, I love korang sangat2. Be happy while I'm gone. Take care of one another like you all use to be before. Family comes first and I knew it. Kakak and adik2, jage Mama cos she's sick ya? Take care of Ayah baik2. Keep an eye to both of our parents ok.? Aini sayang korang.=)
*Yul and Ila, keep track with these blog when I'm gone. Im not sure if i can access the net there. Syg korang can.?
*Fellow mates, do take care of yourself. Be good and take care of one another. Promise?
*To you, it just seem like I'm no longer exist in your life anymore, am I? Well, maybe I should say this for the last time, I miss you can.? All the best in your endeavors. Sweet memories ought to be kept. Thanks for those happy days.
*To awak, all the best in your working career ok. Be good and yah, we shall meet again when the time is right. Take care ok. On the 30th, I'll see how ok. You wouldn't want to welcome me with my OH BIG luggage, won't you? Hee! =)

=)

2007-11-12T23:00:00.000-08:00

Hello people. Yesterday and today was a non-stop day for me la. Doakan semoga dia cepat sembuh. Amin.

And due to that, I had to cancel plans with my girls. Ouh, I'm sorry tau girls. -____-

Migraine attack. Yeah, damnit.
Passport done.
Blood grouping, tomorrow.
Hong Kong meeting- Full dress rehersal. Wth. -_____-
Waaduh Waaduh Waaduh.

Oh yah Ila, Yul and gang. Friday we will be meeting up. Small gathering. Do come? PAKCIK YAZID! If you are reading this, get back to us, either me or Nurul. =) Thank you!

Presentation.! -________________-

Ok Bye. Im mugging for long hours of sleeping!
Aik, sempat tak tidur lame? Da pukul brape la seh...-__-

He called me 'Talkative'. Ader ker patot?
Aku tarik alek aru tahu.. HAHA! Ok tak baek. DIAM!

.........blues cluuuesss .. Bluess cluuueess!............

->Nunu: Yeah, no worries. I'll make it fast. You help me also can? Boleh?=)
->Dellina: Tkpe girl. You take care kat Pahang ok. I'll pray for you safety. Btw, mane your blog pegi ehk?
->M33zTyQ: Yaya-papaya. Ok. I'll see you at the airport. You take care too! Don't miss us! Hee!

2007-11-10T14:58:00.000-08:00

Hello people. Today had the parent's briefing but Mira and I brought our elder sibling. Like who cares any way? Blood type taken. The doctor took like a full tube of my blood sample? Nak buat ape darah banyak2 gitu? Supposed to go Fafa's open house but thanks alot, DABAK! -______-

Mon, 19th Nov 2007 = 2.00pm at Terminal 1
Flight at 4.45pm
In by 3.30pm
Cathay Pacific- Kak Ely ckp ni kapal terbang besar yow!

Family, be there ok.=)
Kak Ely, I see you there. =)
Friends, do come to bid us farewell ok if you're free?

You're not important. Its just words and not persuasion. Get it?
Sotong to the max!

I want Ferraro Roche can?

Sweet smile. I want also can?

DABAK. Please SHOO AWAY FROM ME!

2007-11-09T22:00:00.000-08:00

Hello people. Yes I'm back for blogging. To summarise, camp wasn't fun with teachers punishing us for NOTHING. Like, its not even our fault and we were blamed for it. Fcuk. Take as an example, Fuad and Mira. Deng sotong to the max. But on the brighter sight, I managed to make new friends with people whom I used to hate them before. Gosh, they are nice la! =) Especially that kecoh Atikah with her non-stop conversation and lame jokes. She's too hyper lar! Nice knowing you girl! Bunk mates are nice though we didn't know each other. Well, misinterpretion was resolved and they are bunch of wacky people. I love kayaking and partner was Siti at first but, Redzwan switched place with her. Gong and there was a scenario which I wasn't supposed to look and touch at. Aku ingat ok Wan! Blind folded rock climbing was awesome. Ria and I gave up half way but they pushed us to continue. Team spirit la babeh! Oh yah, Saturday Night Fever. Good! Pathetic and chaotic cum maniac uh. Stupid fellow! I hate him to treat my girls in that manner!
Lucky he did not go overboard la..

So last day was kinda memorable for me. Bus-ed to Tanah Merah. Bedok court.
H2O-cut.
Joga Bonito.
Kayak.
Smile.
Sweet.
=)

Today, Hong Kong meeting. Tiring uh, like not enough rest for this week. Next week? Gosh will be packed with presentation slides-edition, meet up, rehearsal before flying off to Hong Kong.
Tomorrow-Briefing. Open house(Fafa's).Open house(Yat's)

Should I or should I not. Well Ila, haha. You should know the calon for Nurul. We catch up some day ok.

A week before I fly! =)

Toodles.

2007-11-04T04:34:00.000-08:00

Hello people! Ok Tomorrow is our camp, 5th Nov till 7th Nov. I did my earlier packing which was yesterday. All in, except for some minority items.
My Plan:
Meet Yaya at Sengkang expressway bridge.
Then head to Yishun and fetch Siti.
Down to Woodlands and fetch Mira.
=== School by 7.45am===

Back on Wed afternoon or so? I don't know.

Well take care people!
Zati don't miss us ok. Hahah! Love you!
Ila and Yul, both of you take good care of yourself ok. Makcik Nurul, make sure makan tau! Takmo diet2! Nyonya Ila! All the best for studies ok. Miss me tau! Haha! Love and miss korang!=)

Macam nak pegi mane jek aku ni, padahal camping jek. Tu pon kat Singapore..-___-

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2007-11-03T09:06:00.000-07:00

hey ppLe!..

..nunu here!..

it has been long time since i've ever post..erm..thks to nini for making tis blog alive!..thks girl!..appreciate it alot!..

for me..i've been bz wit ma sch stuff..lotz of assignment..n duh!..e date line was like another 2 more wks..haiya!..when im gonna strt wit it..erm..stil thinking..hehe..

life was ok wit me..hope tt lala n nini leading a gd life too..studies..erm..was ok la..trying to cope wit it..as usual..lotsa assignment nd to submit..haiya!..n ya!..ma clinic attachment comin soon..wil b at e same hospital..TTSH..but different ward..i wil b attached to ward 8d..wil b e same wit ema!..im not alone..

as for my relationship wise..erm..cant reli say anythin..im happy wit ma life rite now..wit ma BUSYUK!..hehe..somebody tt reli appreciate me alot..thks for tt..but..let nature take itz own course..erm...

anyway..CONGRATZ to NINI..she make it thru for her examz..n ya!..she's goin hong kong on 19 november rite nini?..wil pray for ur safety to n fro girl..take care aite!..

I MISS NINI N LALA!..argh!...

TiL here ppLe!..

Taking care...

Bubye!..

*FaZieLLaH..

2007-11-02T14:30:00.000-07:00

Yes Hello. Like finally it's resolved? I guess but I feel bad, real bad. It's not only about that, which is the issue. There are lots more which I prefer to keep it to myself.

Well, Mira do agree : Bottled Feelings Are Bad. It Sucks. -__-
Goshy-ness!..

This is only 1/10....

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Did some blog hopping and there was not-so- surprised relations that I found. What a small world, indeed. Remember about the random guy who contact me out from no where? Well, he's somehow related to someone's someone. Haks! But who cares? The random guy is so bloody Mat-rep. God, shan't elaborate more. More anonymous people and I can't be bothered. Maybe it's time to change my number again? I guess..

I'm so looking forward for the SLE camp. Tonnes of non-stop activities will be conducted. Oh yah, I'm lucky cause I'm in the same group as Siti. Chedibah! Haha. Jangan jealous ok korang. We will still be together, in the bunk perharps! Spook'ing ok! HEHEH! * Evil laughter*
* Water-based activities(Cool babeh!)
*Upside down flying fox(Interesting..)
*Sand castle building(Yippes!)
*Blind-folded rock climbing(Cute huh..)
*Night walk?(Ok best, but...)
*Spookied? Hehe!(No idea!)
* Presentation(Ok diam.)
*...and i don't know anymore cause Mr Ram refused to tell! Hmmph!

I found a bag =)

I'm mug for now. Blog again later..

Is it a trend to get a partner who is younger than us?
-No comment cause I'm one of them.
It's weird, but me and him..
We had a long long friendship..
4-5 years ehk?
Ok, never mind. Keep on striving.

...and ONE more to come. Duuh. Enough of this one!

I hide my tears.
I hide my fears.

I'm affected, deeply.

2007-11-01T10:28:00.000-07:00

I miss this two ladies can?

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Sorrows my dream,

Depression that leads,

Happiness is ripped,

Sadden that beats.

I ain't no lights, nor thorns that harm.
I'm much unappreciated.
Don't you think so?

Oh I Just So Love bottling up my feelings. It hurts me to the core and my lips are just sealed. You don't know what it's like to be me and I don't know what it's like to be you. Being one ignorant creature, I'm being such a loser.

Ya Allah, kuatkanlah iman hambamu ini..

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2007-10-27T01:27:00.000-07:00

. Our dearly Millennians thumbprints .

1st picture: Its Ria's!

. Hidayah was enthusiastic .

. Let's all volunteer! .

. Our pledge to you .

. So what if you have AIDS?.

Those pictures was taken as part of the One Life Experience exercise. Like what Ria and Mira claimed, you people will never walk alone! It doesn't matter what's your condition is, afterall we are all human beings! We make good friends with James and Cheryl! Keep it strong!
I've yet to post and upload stuff from the OCS trip(Officer Cadet School). As most of my friends knew that I'm afraid of firing shots, canon bombing and everything that got to do with explosions, let it be a pop of a BALLOON! I had NEVER imagined myself carrying this SAR21 which was used to fire on the statues. I had difficulties at first cause the sound of the explosive things will make me feel Oh so not right! I have this phobia. But, I gave it a shot and I was blurred like gila.. I waited for the red lights to pop out before I fired the gun.

Cadet: Why ain't you firing..?
Me: I'm waiting for the red light to appear before I shoot the statues...
Cadet: (Laughing)..No, you can shoot it after you had pressed the black button. Just shot!
Me: Huh?...Ok.(Nod head)

That time, only God knew what was I thinking.. to hold that SAR21 and to fire it. The explosive sound..I was shaking you know. But alas, I had my very first shot. It's not bad and I hardly heard the gun sound( Thanks to the ear plug). I had fun and my score was 8/8! Yippe! Soon after I took off the ear plug and barely close my ears tightly to witness my other mates for their shots. That was the time when I realised that I'm no longer afraid of the firing. Hope that experience will be my medicine to cure my weakness? Haha! *Winks*. We went to this high building and we could see everything from the top. Singapore is such a small yet beautiful country.

Oh yah! I've yet to do my passport. Hope the teachers will be more understanding. Grrrr!!
Leceh sangat larr...
...Yeah, more visitors and conflicts....

Sesungguhnya Tuhan itu Maha Kaya dan Adil.

Between a penknife and a scissors. Which will you take to stab it right through your heart so that you don't have to worry about anything anymore? I will take the two of them together. Let's get it over and done with.

Toddles!

2007-10-26T22:11:00.000-07:00

Hello people. At last today is the last day of the school term. God, like finally? But this holidays will be packed with heavy activities. Leadership camp on 5th-7th Nov and Hong Kong trip on the 19th-30th Nov. 2nd Dec will be the Marathon Challenge.More activities will line up in no time. But on the brighter side, I'm very excited to attend this joyous event. We skipped our first two periods of lesson and slacked around. We played Truth or Dare. It was awesome and we videoed stupid and funny actions done by our dearly mates. Mira was soo freaking cute as she wouldn't want to dance. So, I change it to singing where she was too shy to voice out. Haha. She kept on demanding if she could only sing it to me. Haha. But its done! Salutations to Hafiz.Y! Haha!. Amek kau! Kate boleh buat semue kann... And also, gayism took place tadi with G.G! OH god! N16 ok!!! HahaAs for me, I was lucky enough to get the 'Truth' all the time. Pheew! Fuad..Omg! Chair-dance? Griddin, oh god! *_____*. Syira and Fizah was sporty enough to do the 'Dare' that was assigned. Cool babey! Zati and Hendry had the 'Truth' and it was random sangat2. Haha. Easy to be answered!

After school, had the H.K meeting and there will be lots more to be briefed on. Then Zati, Mira and me proceed to Causeway and surveyed on things to buy for the trip. We were chaotic! Weird thing was, Zati danced in the middle of the shopping centre. More like near to the escalator? It was the first time I saw this girl doing crazy stuff. Mira? Haha. Shan't elaborate further. It's hilarious! Zati, remember John Little? Haha! Imagine us, the Jc kiddies playing around in the mall and the part when we went to the ......Opps! Haha! Ok, Aini diam! -__-
We proceed back home after that. Man, I hope this wouldn't be the last time ok girls!. Keep it strong! =)

Alas! Bugger did not pester me anymore! The random guy that contact me from nowhere? Thank you Darul! You're the best, indeed.=)
But then..he's back! Like OMG!? He can't be serious, can he? Like after SO long of his disappearance, and now he's begging and screwing up stories. Like duh! Boy, I knew you like 4- 5 years? Thanks for the little lies but do you think that I can trust you that easy? I know you well enough ok. You can't deny things. Try harder next time? Who cares if its the eve of your glorious day or your special day? It doesn't make any different cause you don't seem to bother with my life till you got ditched with the other party ehk? Your tactics, aku da masak ok. Go with the flow? I guess, you're asking for it. Hope you won't regret this time round.

I'm mugging..Sleep?
yeah, pillow here I come!

ai Ni
toodles!

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2007-10-23T07:24:00.000-07:00

Hello people. Sorry for my disappearance for this few days. Haha. Too lazy to switch on the computer to update. Many things had happened. Dear Zara had been nudging me to update! Haha. Good, girl! Want to be my secretary? =)
Well for the recap, last Saturday my secondary friends and I went for Raya outing. Though it wasn't kecohlicious like last year, we still had fun. Meeting up with old mates was such a great day! Lots of stuff to share and gossips especially the juicy and hot ones. Hmm!

So, school days was normal period and of course, we skipped certain lessons. Naughty us! So today, was the result day. I will shed in tears again if I elaborate more on this but whatever it is, Princess, you are still an apple to our eye. Things will be different BUT I should stress on this. YOU are still our friend, indeed we are like one big family. No matter where you are leading darling, we will give you our gracious support. Come to us if you need help. We love you Princess. We can still lepak together like we used to be ok dear. We takes different path but our friendship REMAINS. =)

I love you PRINCESS.=)
Stay strong ok girl!

We skipped lesson and went to grab our lunch after Math lesson. Hungry sangat2. Then we headed to Zati's house and we were extremely ROWDY. Masyaallah, God pardon us! Kecoh nak mampos! Especially about Fuad when we were busily discriminating him, he buat muke sardin... Let the secret remain as it is. G.G abes! We had great time and yeah, we are one big happy family! =) Yipee!

So tomorrow will be the visit to OCS. Wonder what's the activities like and my gang planned to bring small bag. Cute huh! Sehati dan sejiwa! So yeah, lets wait for tomorrow. Report books will be distributed. -___-

Ok bloggers. I'm beat. Lots of activities will be line up. Pening kepalee..

Take care!

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2007-10-18T21:58:00.000-07:00

Hello people! Yeah, our Dear Jab with his favoured Idol-Rilla Melati. Oh boy, this little Jab had been acting like cacing kepanasan! He demanded to get his picture done with Rilla. And now this boy is over the moon. Tak abes2 Rilla...Rilla..Rilla! Haha. You should see the way he reacted. No deny that this actress/host/mum is super pretty and cute. =)

Ok its been weeks since I last updated this blog. Well, many things had happened. Hari Raya was ok. Eat! and eat! and eat! Now I gemok already. Hehe! I have lots to update and clarify but, I'm too tired of typing laarr... I need to rush as I'm going out with mates later. Of course! After temaning my mum first. Yipee! As today, there is no school for the whole Pu1s so we decided to go out. Gosh! Haha!
Oh yah, tomorrow will be the Raya outing with secondary mates. I hope I can make it in time. Damn interview. Huh! More activities to come up and soon, MONDAY! Our judgment day. Its the day where we know our fate for next year. Oh god. *Speechless*

I've got to go now.
Take care folks!

I'm a squiggle! Do you know what that means? Hehe!

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2007-10-09T15:05:00.000-07:00

.They are Love'D.

Kak Ely-ku. Hafiz heSem. Ein deary.
The Trios in Green. Thanks for the memories.

.Timers.

Saffy. I miss this boy ok. I really miss him. He helped me alot. Thanks Bro!

.I miss them.

How crap we can get. Total madness!

Look at us. This is how tired we are after the long day in school throughout the Ramadhan Month.

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Hello people. Pictures were published but there are still more to do la. I'm beat, really. Gosh.

= Oh Del, thanks for the invitation but its leceh kan to set your blog private. You know what I mean darling.=)
= OH yes Fafa, I will ok.
= Nurul, yeah one day but when huh? Hah! Its ok, let me do the job and you two ladies do update ok.
= Zara! Haha. Orange is Love'D!

I'm having difficulties to tag at people's blog. Why ehk? There will always be a notice stated "Forbidden". No idea la.

I did some blog hopping till I don't even know how I got there at the first place. Oh well, its normal we blog, so we blog hop. Girls with dilemma, duplicates and some 'gorgeous chicks' that I recently found out. You're such a FAKE sweety, nothing but a DUPLICATOR. Get what I mean? I don't know how to put this but please, don't turn to someone that you don't even like at the first place. Or maybe your own enemy peharps? Sweety, you are facing with your own darling enemy. What's your point? Knowing that you don't have anyone to be your pillar support therefore you had no choice but to depend on them? You're a loser, sorry girl.

Zati deary, face all your obstacles with faith ok. You are such a strong girl I've ever met. Despite your losses, you are capable to handle your dilemma with ease. I can see that. In this case, be strong ok. Family and friends are there for you. Sweet love ok. Fafa, one kecoooh girl. Haha. Scram Singtel huh? Haha. You with your merungut..

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Here's for you Fafa. Gosh, panjang nahhh...Haha!

1. (the person who tagged you is) -Farzana Rostam
2. (your relationship with him/her is) - Classmate
3. (5 impressions you have of him/her) - Ohhh..
*Humble
*Friendly
*A good confidant partner
*Cute
*Scary sometimes? She looks quite fierce ok!
4. (the most memorable thing he/she has done for you) - Tutor me in History and Sastera for promos. Hehe!
5. (the most memorable words he/she has said to you) - ILOVEAINI.
6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will) - Be faithful. Thats important. -Tapi cannot la, we are the same gender. We ain't no lesbian ok. Haha!
7. (if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be) - Urmm? Smile more can?
8. (if he/she becomes your enemy, you will) - Ignore her!
9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be) - If she never bakes more cupcakes and muffins for me! Hmph!
10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is) - Share thoughts with her.
11. (your overall impression of him/her is) - She's way to cool. I like!
12. (how you think people around you will feel about you) - A good friend indeed? I don't know, they are the judges not me.
13. (the characteristic you love about yourself is) - Passion in culinary and sports lover.
14. (the characteristic you hate about yourself is) - Afraid of balloons and I LOVE to bottle up my feelings. The result, makan diri sendiri...
15. (the most ideal person you want to be is) - Like Chef Wan! He's way too good in his culinary skills. So i can cook more and learn new recipes!
16. (for people that care and like you, say something to them) - Thank you for the tender loving care. Love ya! =)
17. (pass this quiz to 7 people that you wish to know how they feel about you)

*Suhailah
*Faziellah
*Dellina
*Izyan
*Yasotha
*Zara
*Zati

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Will be schooling tomorrow PLUS there will be line up activities for the Pu1s. I have no idea what will we be doing throughout the post activity weeks. This year's theme = Arts and Culture I guess? Unlike last year's its Sports and adventure. They had fun time in canoeing etc. Tomorrow, so called casino game? P.E t-shirts. No idea la...

Will do more edits ok.
LoveLove.

4 more days to Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

P.S- My siblings had repeatedly played this song called 'Perangkap Cinta'. Oh yes, I fall in love with it.. Quite a sadden song. =)

=)

ai Ni_*

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2007-10-08T02:40:00.000-07:00

Hello people. It's a dreadful thing to look for a suitable skin. Oh gosh! Imagine I took HOURS to look for one. Some were pretty but too wordy, some were nice but format error. Too striking and whatsmore, there a lots of anime skins! Meaning the cartoon characters! I'm so sick of looking at them over and over again. Thousands to look out for. Grrr! Yeah, Korean artist, Japanese actors actresses..Seem so wrong la. Tsktsk! Maybe, this new layout will do and if not I'm going to strain my eyes again to look for a new one. Gosh. Still I need to improve on this blog. Pictures, edits, layouts and maybe music. Argh.. Decide later. I'm beat.

Gosh! A nanny day care for the week. I'm being good ok. Haha.
Well, finally. I should get going.

Edit more ok.

Scram it!

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2007-10-04T01:17:00.000-07:00

Hello people yeah. Back for blogging again. Oh well had our very last paper today. I did prepare for the examination and I hope it won't turn out to be a disappointment. At least A PASS WILL DO! Fuh! Pray hard so that all of my darling classmate will pull it all the way to Pu2. God willing.

Ok. Actually I have lots of things to post but I don't know where to start.
Gosh lets start from Tuesday --- Oh well a day with my mates: Mira, Zati,Hafiz Y, Fuad, Hendry and Ria. Very kecohlicious you know kiteorang! God pardon us as for our rowdiness to the public . And yeah I saw Shamsul! Haha! I started to have flashback regarding our time throughout the National Day preparation and the day itself. I miss my OR3 very much! Well, I had a great time eventhough my day did not start well. Pfft! A chilling session after our meal, a long day to be remembered indeed. Oh yeah, finally I got myself a Bubble Tea! You know how much I crave for that drink even since its a fasting month? Feel so heaven! Heehee!

Wednesday --- Nothing much to say except I had my whole day to revise on Sastera after the accompanion that I had with my Love. Hee. Mamamamama! Gain some help from Hafiz. R and Fafa. Thanks mates. Oh yeah, I had a non-stop conversation with Fafa. All of our conversation was on Chocs! Muffins! Pie! Tart! Cookies! Mousse! Meringue! Oh gosh, Fafa is really good in making me hungry and craving for more yummies pastries. Remember our deal yah? Cuppy-cakes are Love'D!

Thursday --- Yeah. The END of our Promos examination but it will be a nerve racking time too. Gosh oh gosh! Wonder how's my results like. Let's leave it to fate cause I did my part in attempting all the papers though I have difficulties in answering them. *Cross fingers* Oh yeah, we had lots of fun after our paper. Hendry! I know what you did at CSC! Heehee! Our day will never be complete without the laughters that we had together. We had a ghost stories session on the way back home. Hendry..Hendry..

Daughter : "Ma, ada tamu di luar jendela..."
Mother : "Tamu-nya berapa ramai sich...?"
Daughter : "Ramai ma..ada enam hingga delapan orang ma..."
Mother : "Er......."(Silence..)

Quite a goosebumps stories that I had with Hendry. We share the same fate huh.. Boohoo.
Sayang kawan..=) Oh yeah, love my gorgeous and hunks from my secondary schools. Though we barely had the time for each other, memories that I had with you people will never be erased ok. I love my Ladies.=)

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I just don't get it these youngsters nowadays, I mean Hello! This is the Ramadhan month and you are supposed to carry out your responsibilities to fast. Meaning! You are supposed to hold on to your hunger and thirst eventhough you badly need to. Even if you want to have your meals or quench your thirst, there isn't any need for you to publicise it, especially to the Muslims people. Do I get myself clear? Isn't it crystal enough or should I elaborate more on it? Yeah girls, I know that we have the great excuse of not fasting in like 2 weeks or so? Gosh, gulping a cup of water is as good as exposing yourself of your condition, if you are having your month though. Oh well, you had bumped me with your fellow girls, who each were holding on to a cup of Bubble Tea also. There you girls go "Gugu-gaga" and trying to made excuses. Oh well, who am I to you by the way that you have to cover yourself with you childish excuses? I don't really mind for you action but at least, have some respect to the others especially the makciks and pakciks. Don't you girls feel ashamed when you faced them? Lucky enough that you had bumped into me instead of them. It can be agreeable if you show the sense of respect to the public. You know what? The girls threw their drink soon after we had a staring session. Was it due by a force and shamefulness or was it on your own willing? I can't predict it but you girls know it yourself well enough. Tsktsk. It won't be another surprise for me to witness a group of Malay people who were busily enjoying their meals at the food court. You all pun bole puase setengah hari ehk? *Smacks forehead*

That doesn't show your identity. Show us that you are whom you portray yourself to be. Practice your preach as you can't hide your true self. Great it?

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Deary Yaso, you must be strong with whatever that you are facing ok girl. Remember my say to you. WE are all here for you, you can have my love and yeah spread the love! Show me the sign babey.. Your sore loser taggers are fakers and cowards as they don't have the courage to spill out their unsatisfied feelings to you personally. Darling Yaso, forget them ok treat it like nothing occurred, if you are capable of doing it. I know you can. You are strong. ILOVEYASO and NO one can hurt her ok. Oh dogs? We don't tolerate with dogs, you mean the female ones? Yeah..
Woof woof! Scram them. Sorry LOSERS! =)

All you need is patience.
Patience is a virtue.

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You don't have to be beautiful nor being too materialistic to be popular. It is then called "Attention- seeker". It's the internal beauty that it takes to please someone's heart. Girls are much more being too dilemma when it comes to relationship with their boyfriend. It is what you are that guys love you for and not anything else. If they would want more, bid farewell to them cause they don't have the respect for you as girls or should I say ladies.

Both guys and girls did not realise that they have been indulging themselves into troubles over and over again. You know why? They aren't being cooperative enough to bother and learn from their past mistakes to be a better person indeed. The result? They are repeatedly being trapped by the two headed person. Wake up folks! Learn from it and I assure that you will soon develop a everlasting relationship if both party are prepared for it. Good luck!

It takes years to build a trust but it only takes a second to destroy it.

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Off for outing again.

Love! Love!
Toodles Mingley Tingley!

Face the reality and break yourself free from every obstacles that you faced.
Success will be waiting at the top of the cliff.

2007-10-01T20:45:00.000-07:00

Hello people. Rise and shine! Yeah, today will be an outing day for us. Geylang here we come! And I should say we are still deciding as to where to have our meal later? Oh man! I still want more Bazaar foods la. See if I can still feed in for more. Oh yah. Dengdeng? Will urge Siti to try for it. Zara wants Pizza yah? Its ok darls, one day okies. Love! Love!

Zati persuades me to do this little taggy thingy. Hmm..Kind of cool you know people. Gosh! Bunch of my mates had did this la. Haha. I was all left behind! *Smacks!* Okok. Let the fun begins! Ehem!

RULES: Each player of this game starts by giving 10 things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in their blog as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know that you have tagged them and to read your blog!

1) As joyous as I can be, as friendly as I can. =)
2) I have a great passion in culinary.
3) I'm quite fussy in choosing things-la especially foods? Of course! Should spend wisely for foods that I craves ok.
4) I can be a good listener, you may share your problems if you like? Heh!
5) To hate someone is a dreadful thing to do. But once I hate you for your sins, you'll never be tarnished from my mind. Get it?
6) As I mentioned earlier on, I can be sarcastic and rebellious.
7) I have big feet-la! Size 8-9? Hehee!
8) I don't tolerate with fakers. I accept people with their own ways and character, but please no Duplicates!
9) I do hide things from being too obscene but when it gains no control, you will witness it . Keeping things to myself is a better way indeed.
10) I craze at times but depending on the friends that I'm with. Sayang you-la my friends! =)

Ok. So I need to choose 10 people? Here's the list.

1) Suhailah
2) Faziellah
3) Halijah
4) Juizyan
5) Malah
6) Yasotha
7) Farzana
8) Sayidah
9) Abdullah
10) Yazid- Oh Pakcik, if you are reading this can you please give your link sekali? Ok!

Dear chosen fellow mates, do spare the time to do this tagging thingy ok. Haha. And for the rest of my Linki'es people, if you have the time, do me a favour by doing this taggy thingy too ok. HeeHEe.
Oh well, I'm off for now! Got to get going!

Take Care Bloggers!

=)

2007-09-30T00:08:00.000-07:00

Hello people. Yeah, maybe now will be the right time for me blog again? Oh well, promos..? Killer? I can't say much. Lets just wait for the results to be out.

Promos is ending real soon and here comes Hari Raya Aidilfitri! Haha. Cool huh? I don't really feel the month of fasting with joyous cause we're schooling peharps? Therefore, time flies super fast! Lovely friends were super cute, I giggled with their actions. Haha! You people know why ok? =)For now, our fate is determine on how well we do for promos. Man on man! I can't picture how my results will be. *Cross fingers* If we didn't do well, its either we retain or say bye2 to the school. Gosh! Just hope and pray that my mates will pull it all the way through to PU2 next year. Insyaallah..

Today, parents and siblings went out for shopping spree at Geylang Serai. Haha! Me? I'm being a good child to stay indoors and have my housechores done. I'm not in the mood to go out and whatsmore, today is not the right day for me to go jalan-jalan. Let me laze around and have a good rest after the whole week of sleepiness. *Geee* I'll be having Burger Ramli, Octopus ball, Dengdeng, Otak2, Pisang goreng etc when family gets back home! Yeah! I'm craving for Bazaar foods! They will be breaking their fast at Uncle's Kwang restaurant.You know what that means? I'll be missing the delicious foods there! Thumbs up for that stall! It's the best chicken rice restaurant that I have ever tasted! Ever since when I'm a small kid, family and I used to have our meals there as we used to stay at Marine Creasent. Living in Punggol is way too different from there. Or should I say its peaceful and relaxing here at Punggol? Haha, witness it yourself. I like it here, better! Can't wait for them to get back home..and yeah I will buka alone...*Heex*

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You know what, my life is far more happier without him. Well, if I'm not mistaken, its been a MONTH since we last contact each other. Oh well, I will go with the flow since he wants it that way. What can I do? So much of my efforts to make up with him yet he's being to egoistic. Let him be, let me lead my own path. I'm happier.

It's true, people may not know the true identity in me. Keeping myself low doesn't mean I'm weak. I do have feelings mind you. Well, there isn't any need for me to spark my anger and placing harsh words on people. I can be sarcastic at times and I can be rebellious. You can test my patience but you can't provoke me. Real friends know the real me. =)

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Oh well, I'm watching teevee now. So, updates later aytes!

Take care bloggers!
=)

2007-09-10T03:43:00.000-07:00

eLo!..eLo!..eLo!..

ok..ok..itz ma turn to update tis blog..LaLa keep bugging me to update tis blog..coz it wil b unfair to ma ladies..ahakz!..so here i am..yeah!..nunu is back...

few days bck was ok for me..especially last fri..070907..it was in-saintz aka groupies outing not forgetting zeed was wit us too...it was happening..rite girls?!..as u cn c e picz on e previous post by nini..we had lotsa fun!..as for ZEED!..nxt time dun b stubborn aite..hehe..i knw tt pple make mistakes...haha..bought for nini birthday balloon..hope she like it..

so today..went town wit syasya..walk..walk.. n walk..to kill some time...oh ya!..LALA!...e tube tt u told me bout it at far east is stil on sale..9 buckz!..cheap rite?..so ladies...grab it now or nvr..hehe..

in-saintz relationship time!..hehehe..no topic to blog la..ahakz!..as for nini...i knw u had a prob wit ur deary..watever it is nini..b patience..patience is a virtue..u knw tis phrase rite?..guyz r like tt..they appreciate us when we r wit them..no offence guyz!..sowie..but it is e fact..ahakz!..as for lala..duh!...tel HIM..so wat girlz r like tt n like tis..then GUYZ?!..tel HIM watever!..ahakz!..for ME!..erm..many things did happened to me..n i seriously regret bout those incidentz..hw i wish i cud turn bck e time..n refresh ma life...Life has to go on...dun make ur past hunt u...Live life to e fullest ma ladies..hope tt everythin wil get over asap..pray to god!..amin!..

erm...fasting month another 2 more days..can lose weight!..yeah!..ahakz!..so ladies..do plan a day..for us to break fast together aite...i wil try ma best to make it...dun forget 1989..zeed..din..n irman...aite!..

tiL here then peepz!...

taking care aite!..

muackz!!..

wit Lotz of Luv..
*FaZieLLaH..aka nunu..:)

PS: gonna wait for e perfect time........

2007-09-08T23:23:00.000-07:00

Hey people! Well, I turned 18 last Wednesday and I do feel old ok people. I love my family as they were the greatest among the greatest and I enjoyed the evening. =)

Also, I had a birthday bashing game with my mates that day. OMG! I looked idiotic! Wait till you see the pictures yourselves. They were good in planning at first but somehow something fishy occurred when Fuad and Siti went GUGU GAGA over their speeches. Practically, I did saw creams over Hendry's uniform, I blurted(I was paralysed somehow) and intended to run as I knew 'things' were going to take place. Too bad that I had a facial treatment and hair wash from them. Grr! Whatever it is, I had a great time with the bashing game. Zati, you speed off like nobody business! Haha! Pity Mira who became my very first victim. Sorry darling!

To the rest, thank you so much for the wishes and I do appreciate it a lot. You were there to brighten up my day,I love these mates. But still, I'm waiting for deary. Boohu things were getting from bad to worst. I think, its terrible. Gosh, if only I knew that it was unacceptable for you, I would have rejected it. 3 weeks had past, yet Hot War is still evolve. How can I ever make it up to you? I did my part in every ways to console you but I failed even more.
Can you please be realistic? Gosh oh Gosh. Yeah, you won't be reading this but I have to let it out. =(

Pictures - 7th September 2007 =)

.Balloon and me.

.Nurul.

.Ila.

.Nurul.Aini.

.Ila took my balloon!.

.Sweetness.

.Aka Garden.

.Informal.

.Ny.La.

.Nu.Ni.

.Yazid.Nurul.Aini.Ila.

.Back as One.

.Craziness occured.

.Peace 1.

.Peace 2.

.Peace 3.

.Samsung anyone?.

I'll update more pictures when I got them ok.
Take care bloggers =)

aiNi_*

Can't you realise that I'm aching? Don't you feel the same way?
Let's work things out? Oh God..

I'm disappointed, where did all the promises go? You neglect it, really.
I'm still here, waiting for your return if God willing.

You're moving away without realising it.
If it's meant to be this way, I have no say then.
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2007-09-05T20:42:00.000-07:00

hello my dear ppl! ok2.. currently nini is mugging for her exams so plz xcuse her for not updating tis blog. *winkz. nunu? i will make sure she update! NURUL!! ehhehehhe! n of coz.. lala is here 2 update u ppl wf picz.. heh! the picz are so called "basi" picz.. anw, this picz taken during my Bro Wedding.. enjoy the picz ya!

me wf dearest nurul!

wf tat hot babe of mine! muackz!

zeed, nini, adean, wan n nurul!

the groupies r back! bahahah! no wonder sabree was like so damn xcited!

formal group pic.

while others doing their stuff, me n nini bz wf the camera.

not the formal pic! bahahaha!

2007-08-24T23:06:00.000-07:00

Hello people. Maybe I make it TOO obscene to make this blog TOO me when actually it was a 'shared space'. What's the point if I was the one who keeps on updating? Yeah I was posting about MYSELF all this while. Don't you think so bloggers? I assumed that you were bored with it, sure it does. I thought when it's shared , we ought to update on the different stories of OUR own. Right? So is it a sin for me to publicise my life here? Knock some sense in you head will you? Thats it, I had enough. Creating another blog of my own? No thanks, cause people won't like it either. I'll stop everything and moreover, promos are coming soon. I'm mugging with it.

Take care bloggers.
=)

2007-08-19T01:55:00.000-07:00

Hello people. Sorry for the late updates as you know, school is hectic now! Ok whatever! Been staying late at school for classes and complete assignments especially my dearest HISTORY lesson. Gosh! Fever attacked! I'd witnessed the Fireworks Festival last Friday and it was too beautiful. I go GUGU GAGA everytime when it sparked! Coincidently, I met Hafiz and Ain along the way. Oh my! How much I miss them! Boohu! Ain, you owe me one ok. Rides! HEHE!

On top of that, Millennia Institute had a successful grand show of 'Awang Belanga..Kononnya' yesterday, 18 August 2007. My oh My, the actors and actresses had performed a tremendous job! *Salutations!* They(Mcs, Fuhua Sec, NIE, Asas 50' and Cikgu Yazid..-did i miss anyone out?) were AWESOME! They rocks! Really, mates and I can't stop laughing since the beginning of the show. Shaicks you know, I can't video the whole scenario! Cheers for them and 5 bucks for the tickets is worth it but I don't mind paying higher price in future for their show again. You rocks people! As a special tributions, we gave our mates roses for their hardwork. They were sweet sangat.True enough, it won't be a successful event without Abg Moktar's guidance. He's good.=)

So, whats left? M.I concert night and Promos! Oh gosh! Yeah, fasting month will be around the corner. Well, it will be tough..Insyaallah I will try to manage it all the way through. Indeed, I had prepared myself home revision timetable and I don't want to be NATO(No action, talk only). Looking at my common test results really dissapoint me to the hell! Never will I make the same mistakes again. It will be good enough if I manage to get to PU2. That will be enough for me and I don't aim high grades. Tough sangat-la people. God willing..=)

Well oh well, what do you expect, Cold War evolve again yesterday. Oh dear, I didn't mean to hurt your feelings indeed, I did no lie to you tau. Why must we be in the loggerheads term? I'm sincerely enough to tell you the truth and yet you went all the way sulking and volcanic eruptions occured. You ignored my explanations. How could you? You went all the way silent. Oh well, I'm waiting ok for your soul explanation to me. Was it really my mistake? I don't get it Dear, no lies remember? =(

ai Ni

its you whom i cared, no one else. duh..!

2007-08-12T07:35:00.001-07:00

You have every right to brag to friends about your latest accomplishments, but you really shouldn't -- at least not today. There are too many friends whose fragile egos might cause them to react badly. It's not that they won't be happy for you -- they will -- it's just that your exuberance might remind them too much of their lack of good fortune. Be sensitive to this, and choose to share your pride with family members instead. They'll love to hear you pat yourself on the back!

Sunday-day was bland. I watched the encore telecast for NDP and boo-huu for me cause I'm not featured! Haha. My sector was being recorded for the first part of the ceremony-Sham,Gilbert,Jas,Jia Hui,Geraldine and Mel was there on tv! Haha. Too bad as Filza and I was deployed outside or else we too will be standing along the pathway with my mates. It's ok! I miss my OR3! =( Little that people know, I was telecast too, if you owned the sharp pair of eyes. NDP was a great memorable entry for me as my friends grew up with me..

I'm restless and I don't even know why. Maybe I hate to go to school nowadays? Promos has been a dragger. Oh well, wonder where will I end up at the end of the year. Gosh! It will be chaotic then. Hmph! Stressful-la. I tried my best and attempt to do revisions but its not working. Goddamnit. What is it that thing that I want? Oh God. Save me!

Off to bed.
Boohu!

I hate things happened which I don't even predict!
I'm unease, fcuk school. Damnit!

ai Ni

2007-08-11T03:47:00.000-07:00

The Bottom Line-Too much has been happening in your life -- give yourself time to pare things down.
In Detail-There's a lot of pressure being put on you today, but the one who's pushing so hard is you! Lately, you've been way too hard on yourself, and you should stop and realize that you're doing your thing in your own way -- and that's good enough. Part of the stress you're going through right now may be due to the fact that too much has been happening in your life, so address that issue and cut out what isn't completely necessary. Give yourself time to get used to the newness around you.

Those time...

Back in school, we had misinterpreting session though. Conflicts occurred and jealousy took place. Even which, we were back on track again though its not blessed with the people. I know, that was then. Now, he's totally different. It had been a long 4 years of friendship but we were not close until now. Maybe magic do sparks between us. Haha! I knew him in and out, the good and the bad ones so I don't really care with what people had the 1st impression on him. He's changing for a better person and I respect for what he is. He ought the respect from me cause I simply know him well. Oh Dear, don't make me worry about you ok. Take good care of yourself. I know he won't be able to read this but it's my say...
Conversation between him and me grew my confidence inwards. Guess, no more secrets for him and I should share with him. Yeah, I should say he's being patience with me. That makes me wonder cause he' a bad-tampered in person you see. Cold War do takes place but you know what, he's been the one who had been consoling me everytime. How sweet can that be? <3

Dear is missed every and single day. Time was not on our side and we had lesser days to spend.

"Zipped up now!"- That was his favourite words on me.. Duh, I headed to his advice though, for the precaution on me. Haha. I do hope he had a fun time at home, eventhough things were repeated over and over again. I'm looking for the weekends every now and then cause thats the only days which I can spend time with him, though its a short one. Weekdays? I pray for his safety at work. He is so the pemalu-la.

Dear is being cared, Ok.

Green Tea...
..Town...
Letters..
...Marina Square...
Cabby..
...Cribby..
I Miss you Dear! =(

We go out again when time permits ok Dear.=)

ai Ni_*

2007-08-11T02:29:00.000-07:00

Yeah, we camwhore lots! I zipped up! Ok
=)

Starbucks anyone? Cheese! Love them.<3

OR3. We had fun for the last time. Smiles!<3

I love Orange. <3

We're at the platform. We didn't feel anything though. Cheese!

Leaders. Girlfriends. Hearts them.<3>

We had fun. I love THEM!<3

2007-08-10T22:04:00.000-07:00

Hello people! I was too tired after the whole knock out day on the National Day. Believe it or not, I slept the whole day of yesterday. Had a chill out session at night then.
Let me recaped my day ok.
National Day at Marina Bay was awesome! As you know, Filza and I was supposed to be deployed inside the promanade when the army personnel favoured us to stand by outside to welcome the special family. While waiting for them, we had to welcome the spectators along the esplanade. We stood there from 3pm till 7pm ok and we had to walk in and out of the promanade to seat those special family.

Stranger:"Come sit with me inside. No need to stand here all the way. Come!!"
(He tried to pull my hand with a wide CHEEKY smile)
Me: (I pulled my hands away and moved away from him. Eventually, I turned my direction to the other way. I was traumatised somehow. -__-)
People, he's an old man ok. I could still pictured his face right at this moment. Gosh! To my surprised, a police officer had stood by me actually. I guessed, he saw the whole incident. I was pleased and gave him a smile.
Police officer: It's ok, you will be guarded by our men.(He's refering to the policemen/women)
Me: Thank you =)

Duh! Besides this unfortunate incident, I had fun with the society. Some were very friendly and had a chat with me on my background. I saw my Mdm Azyanti! Time had past and I moved into the promanade for my deployment. The most exiciting part was the fireworks! It was beautiful and the spectators were enjoying it. It was an heart-aching moment as it will be an end after the NDP. I won't be seeing my mates again. Its ok people, keep in touch! OR3 ROCKS!

Today, it was just a normal day that I had. There's a need for me to study, promos is coming. I hate it when my teachers keeps on stressing us on our promos exam. Duh! But somehow, it pursue me to study...now at the particular moment. Haha!

Folks, Im out for now. Keep on blog-hop-hop

Toodles!

ai Ni_*
=)

2007-08-07T06:54:00.000-07:00

Hello people. School was mild for me, from Mon till Tues but I had fun during P.E lesson of course! Been coming back late for the past two days. Today, had History class and it was hectic brainstorming period! Damn, I can't think that much and Siti was the one who branch out ideas. I was clueless!! *Grr..Grrr..*Also, we had the briefing on this Domino construction. Well, the talk was ok but it ain't no professionalism at all but at least they tried. My class had to reconstruct the diagram again as the previous one was to detail. We implement to a simpler one. Hope it turns out well for tomorrow's display and yeah it's about National Day! What else do you expect? Red top and school skirt for the dressing! Yucks! We are not allowed to wear full school uniform I guess? Shaicks... Oh well, I'm excited about tommorrow! Parade, Domino, Concert..Cool!=)

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The tense is sparked and you know what, I hate it SO much! Why can't there be a little ease in me? I tried to neglect but it was hectic though! I simply don't bother with such matters, it's NOT worth it! Why can't people be more reasonable and not TOO egoistic? Is that the way they should express themselves in matters? Oh shaicks! You know what, I'm hating it so much! Really I do and I should somehow neglect with such matters. It doesn't really affect my life but I HATE it.

Take it or LEAVE me as you please. No one is stopping you. Thank you moron! =)

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48 days to Promos and its bugging me, really it does. What IF I can't get promoted to PU2 next year? Goosebumps! Oh God! I should really put my heart in studies more. Damn, damn. Blaja betul2 ok Aini! It's tough... =)

Hong Kong trip this Nov-Dec? Insyaallah, I can't judge now but I'm looking forward for the event. =)

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Pity Dear as there is a need for him to work this National Day! *Wakakakak!* They won't let you off when it's a dashing days and especially during public holidays. Sadly, Friday he need to be home again. =( Its ok, I understand.

You know what, I should proclaim that I like him, yes I do. The feelings is out and yeah. Well, its just about liking but not to the extend of loving. Not to that particular stage yet. My love now is for my studies..Chey! Yeah, only if he wasn't charged in, well more time to spend with him. That 4 years of friendship had somehow makes a differences in us. People may think its ridiculous but its my choice and his. I'm happy when his around, yeah indeed. In the long run, it somehow give me the opportunity to space out myself, be it in studies or family. It's ok Dear, the society will accept you soon in the condition that you make a difference to the public and change yourself to be a better person for the future. Understand? I'm right here for you ok.=)

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ai Ni_*

=)

2007-08-04T23:21:00.001-07:00

First of all, THOUSANDS OF APOLOGY as its been a week or so that I did not update this bloggy of mine. Well, loads of work thus siblings too need to use the computer. I give it a pass then.

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Recaps. HAHA! :
-Echa had withdrawn from M.I and I'm so gonna missed her very much. All the best in your endeavors.
-Projects and assignments had been a torture to me. Duh!
-Normal gatherings with girlfriends.
-NDP preview was awesome due to some technical adjustments! I love it so much.
-School+Muggins= Dreadful!
-Promos will be in 5 weeks time. DIE!
-Lectures, yeah my daily routine..ZzzZZ..zzZZzz
-Hello Panda is LOVED. Right Mira?=)
-P.E is interesting..and its LOVED too!

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Written assignments and projects need to be completed by 8th August. Boo-Hu! Endure a lil bit more. School will be having NDP celebration on Wednesday and we are encouraged to wear red top with our school skirt/pants. How pathetic it can be, colour combination is SO not right. Why can't we wear white bottoms? Oh well, I prefer to wear my full-school uniform, much more presentable.
Wednesday-NDP Eve.
Thursday-NDP at Marina Bay. Yippee! I'm so excited.
Friday-Holiday! Yes!
Sat & Sun-Yeah, normal weekend ahead.

More events are coming up Teacher's Day celebration, M.I Musical Night, Awang Belanga....PROMOS! .... -__-

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You know what, I have this feeling that might not be true. Well, I can't read human mind and what they intend to do or so. Practically, I'm unease at times, really. Its a matter of clarification or unjustice scenario. I SO hate this feeling which had been bothering me till now. Gosh! Let's keep this in mind ok. HUMANS ARE NOT BORN TO BE PERFECT! Get it? People may think too high or great about themselves and yeah its their say but it should not go overboard. Every judgment has its limit right. Man Oh Man. Its living, stereotype, indeed.

The Bottom Line - If you express your ideas to someone you trust, you will have a very cheerful day.

In Detail - No matter what the weather might be like outside today, you may find yourself feeling shrouded by clouds. Your moodiness or blue feelings aren't anything to be worried about, though. This is a normal phase of darkness that will pass as soon as you express your ideas to someone who shares your goals. This is a good day to have a long lunch with a good friend, catch up with a particularly insightful relative, or have a heart-to-heart chat with your sweetie.

-Lifted from Friendster. It may be vague but it make some sense though. Haha.=)

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I met Dear yesterday and yeah we had a great time. Shared stuffs which I should not but let it be, its on my own account. I feel better now thanks alot Dear. Though we are not official but he will never fails to make my day like any other couples do. He's on sense which surprised me even! Haha. More jokes and story telling ok Dear! He's too happy for this week schedule cause he will be home from Wed till Sun and that make Thurs to be his off-day. Yeah, I know what you're suppose to do. Hehe. Promise is a promise ok. =)

Dear is cared.<3
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ai Ni

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