Saturday, June 30, 2007

Look up. Ok thats the issue Im having right now.

Firstly, Im prepared to fail my History papers. Its a first time in my whole life, ever since i took history as my sub, I have the feeling that Im gonna fail. MAth, NO COMMENT!

Secondly, My ItCH had not yet healed. IM like one stuppid monkey who keeps on scratching my body.
STUPID DABAK..DABAG.. My stomach area is a TOTAL RED MADNESS. Small yucky spots popped up on my arm. It sux.

Thirdly, bumped into stuupid bloody MINAHS in the toilet where they thinks that they owned the whole toilet to themselves. AS usual, i created a scene. MAT REPS, SKinheads, BUggers, LAMERS.

Fourth, as usual hafiz Y was late for the ndp rehersal. Been waiting for long hours under the HOT GLAZING SUN ok.

Fifth, I hate being disturbed or provoked when Im not ME!

Sixth. I was so tensed due to the canon bombing, the sparks and the shots. They did that without warning. Im like one freak who keeps on agitating throughout the stupid explosion.

Seventh, a small boy who played with the balloon gave me shocks. It was madnesses cos I HATE BALLOONS!! When later he kept on teasing me till the balloon burst. That shut him up. SIGHX.

Eigth, MAT REP..yg maseh budak hingus drew my blood up. I don give a fcuk. I rebelled back. SEDAP MULOT panggil "EH GIRL EH GIRL! Kimak tak layan..nak tengok spec buat aper..da rosak..org panggil bisu kaper?"
I turned, stare at the one whole group. Waited till they looked back. "Budak kental, adek2 kau kaperr panggil aku gitu. NAh beh.. Suke hati ar nak tngok aper bodoh.. Kental sioul ni anak2"
They walked off. GOOD.

Nine, the kiasu ang mohs who dashed through the train. Luckily i didnt fell over. Not even a SORRY. Kiasu!

Tenth, not a single msg or call from HIM. What happen sia...=(

Its called fated. Damn la..
Im soo totally not me but i still tried to cher my babes up...

ai Ni_*



.toodles.
9:33 AM


Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Ok. This is no Joke people. I do look like one! Wanna know the reason?
Was happily watching 2 Kali Lima Dol yesterday night. Suddenly i felt ITCH on my lips. Like people usually do, they scratch. SO i scratched! and scratched! and scratched! Without knowing, my upper lips grew bigger. I didn't notice the growth till i felt that there's a BIG LUMP on my lips! So i walked into my bedroom, and looked at the mirror.

WOW! There's a reflection of DONALD DUCK verse human living.=) MAN! I looked terrible!!!!!! and actually, I SCREAMED!!!!!!!!!!!!! Family was agitated to my action. SO i went out and showed my dad. He asked what happened and then my family was bursting into laughter! Ok. Its not funny. It itched So MUCH! My mom told me it was 'Dabak'..'Dabag'..I donno la how to spell. And worst it grew bigger. Here's Mrs Donald in the House. So i just let it be..

Worst scenario happened went I started to feel itch all over my body. GOSH! Small freaky circles popped all over my body! I was traumatised again cause i have it before. GATAL YOU KNOW PEOPLE.=( LUCKY enough i dont have examinations today. If not, Mrs Donald will be going to school!!!

Adik kept on laughing all night. To shut her or not to hear her EVIL laughter towards me, I went to bed early. Goodnyte to history notes.

Woke up, before siblings went to sch.. Kakak go work, parents go wet market, They took their glimpse on me before they left the house. Of course, they laughed before they went off. HAix..
Today, Mrs Donald turned Mini. The lump had shrinked. Ok. Now i looked quite Ok. Hope it will be gone..Terrible you know. But still, itch is still on now. Geli seh look at my own body. I had it twice this year. First in June during my SEL Camp, second was yesterday and today. DAMN. It was a horrid experience la people. Hope i get well soon enough.


I wont be embarrass to tell people about my horrid physical appearance cos It happens to people. SO let it exposed.=)
Now, its time to revise on my History. Hope my lips lumps are getting smaller and the DABAK OR DABAG on my body will heal. Yucks you know.


ai Ni_*

=(



.toodles.
9:47 PM


Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Kak Donald Ely.Hafiz Cute Timberlake. Mrs Isa Halim Liang.

Know what, I DEARLY MISSED THEM! Teman-Teman kerja-ku. Really i do. Kak ely was always there for me, be it bad or good. She's nice la. Really. Stay strong KAKAK! Hafiz cute was there when I'm down. Actually I can confide him with matters, in fact he too can do it with me. He's nice la. AIN!! Was my darling partner at work. Go makan, toilet, ***** break,home always togther and they even said that we look like twins! wahaha. Or should i say she's my soccer mate! HAHA. Ain! Bile nak tumpang motor!! EHEH.. Miss you three LOT LOT.=)

And oh yah, timing rules!! I LOVE YOU THREE LAR!!!


Yeah! Done and over with second paper. Hmph. Language was ok. I did this topic for my composition. 'Setiap individu memikul pelbagai tanggungjawab yang berbeza-beza kepentingannya. Jelaskan tanggungjawab kamu yang paling utama dan huraikan bagaimana ia dapat dilaksanakan dengan baik'. Long one huh? BUT its not what you think ok people. You have to elaborate the key words to the question, create topic sentence, good body to the essay and a good conclusion. Look simple but you are always welcome to try. HAHA. I used that 1hr 30mins to crack my ideas, brainstorm the ideas and spit it out. HAHA. Long long. Its a waste..You know why? Cos i threw away all the peribahasa and the frasa berbunga.-Confident masok Poly skali masok M.I. HAHAH. LADIES! Do you still have these notes with you..?Can give me..I need it seh. HAix.

Ok. Next was my comprehension, summary and procedure close for the next 1hr 30mins. You know what people, the sequence is rather weird. Ok, 3 hrs for my Language paper. First half was meant for the compo and the other half for the rest. Like, for compo for sure we need the dictionary. And and! After the 1st half had gone, we should put our dictionary down on the floor and continue our other paper soon after the paper was given out. Never mind, new environment, bear with it. HAHA.

Oh well, compre was based on HIV infections, then we had to explain meanings to selected printed words. At first, I thought the paper only had 2 questions to answer which was the compre and procedure close. I was happily doing la..Taking my own sweet bubbly time when i realized there was a summary! 100 words!!! DIE!! I only left with 30mins. I panic!! Cos you know why, i had scribbled untidily on my compre answer so I decided to re-write.. Taking my own sweet time. Damn la..30 mins for summary and procedure close. I rushed through! Left with 15mins and I have not yet finish the summary! Sure I'll die! But a last, I managed to complete it 5 mins earlier before the session ends. PHEW! That was SSSSoOOO freaking close! I'd learn my lesson. Never take advantage of the time given to us! NEVER! Overall, paper was Ok. Tomorrow will be my H1 Maths. Need to practice! Practice and practice! Haix..

Ladies! This Saturday will be our reunion-Only the 3 of us!After my Ndp thingy can? Lala and I planned yesterday.Nunu,can make it? If you read this contact us OK. We had decided! Please!
We reconfirm again ok.

Need to mug with maths-Silmateneuos equation, Log & the family, Graph.
Ok. Take care people.

=)

ai Ni_*

If you have something in your mind, spit it right to my face ok!
There's isnt any need for YOU to mumble it to yourself and let your tantrum covers you.
Whats the bloody point sia?
BTW ITS OUR OWN KAKI LA NAK JALAN MCM MANE!!
giler sioul ni anak..merepek..KENTAL.=)


Dear I miss you la! :(



.toodles.
5:18 AM


Monday, June 25, 2007


Ok. LALA had turned 8teen!!
Well girl, cheers in you life and may you future is bright ahead ok darlx.
Met u at Yishun MRT Station. U look gorgeous!
Enjoy life to the fullest ok!
Nur Suhailah Sulaiman, Happy Sweet 18th Bdae!!
=)


Ok. My management paper. Actually it was alright. I should soak more on my notes so i can answer the quetions smoothly. Balak satu da lepas! I like!! If not it seems to bother me here and there. DAmN! Ok for tommorrow will be my Language paper. its 3 hrs Ok!
HAHA

Brief through on todays MENU:

.school.
.management of business.
.slack.
.jurong point.
.classmates.
.breakfast cum lunch.
.crispy seafood hotplate.
.choco oreo bubble tea.
.royal sporting house.
.puma bag.
.puma shoe bag.
*can anyone buy for me these two items!!=)*
.HUGE lolipop.
.train.
.gossip.
.girlfrens.
.yishun.
.daughter siti.
.sports house.
.met bdae girl-ILA!!.
.met the two BUGGER.
.no waffle :(.
.interchange.
.slack.
.ncc.
.netball.
.gossips.
.bus.
.sleep.
.home.


Ok. Im gonna start revising on my Language.
takkaire people!!

ai Ni_*
dear is being missed sooo badly..



.toodles.
3:02 AM


Sunday, June 24, 2007

.Dear is beiing missed every and single day.
Ok. Tommorrow's gonna be my 1st paper.
MANAGEMENT OF BUSINESS
DIE.!

Im like so stucky with this topic. But thank god, i did my revision though. And only now i knew what's Public and Private Sector...BLA..BLA..BLA..

Hey wish me luck can.?
HAHA. Im scared! DIE!!!
Wha..Im so missing secondary life. REally i do.
Hmph.. People, study rajin-rajin ok. Don main-main.
Hehe.
Don be like me. LAst minute blaja.I'll try to catch Up.
haha

adious.
AND LADIES, update pls..PEnat gue.
OH yah! Bout meeting, can we make it after my exams?
I'll appreciate for the consideration.
THANK YOU.

What the world had been to?
Whats with butches around?
Oh gosh! Im like -___- when i sees them.
Almost of my daily life.
Not to dislike or disown them.
But Im clueless.
Oh god. Can someone tell me whats happening to this era.?
thank you.
=)

ai Ni_*



.toodles.
12:46 AM


Thursday, June 21, 2007


Ok. As for me, I wont be blogging much this few weeks. Exams are bugging me! Damn ok.
So take care people.=)
I love edditin and uploading images. HEEHEE

ai Ni_*



.toodles.
12:55 AM


Tuesday, June 19, 2007




Doubts.


HeHe.=)


Its editted version darlx.=)






.toodles.
7:16 AM



im juz totally screwed up..i dunno whether i did e right or wrong choice..haiz..shud i act as though i know bout it or not..

i shud juz b patience..patience n patience..like nini told me..LET NATURE TAKES ITZ OWN COURSE..

sowie for being a bit emo here..hehehe..yeah..i do hv some personal probz..dunno when itz gonna end..hope everything wil b over asap..HOPE SO!..

today..slack one whole day..but ard 6 pluz..goin gym to burn some fatz!..yeah..it is a MUST!..hehehe..as u knw..i've gain lotsa weights..ahakz!..waiting for his cal n sms every seconds..minutes n hours..but wat to do..he wil b alwayz 'BUSY'..wat to do..army life mah..b patience nurul..patience is a virtue..duh!..

i rcvd 1 sms frm ma cuz..n i juz feel tt it is very meaningful..
Let me share it wit u peepz!..

Nvr say i Love u if u reLi dun care...
Nvr talk bout feelingz if they aren't really there..
Nvr hold my hands if u gonna break ma heart..
Nvr say u r goin to if u dun plan to start..
Nvr look into ma eyes if u all do is Lie..
Nvr say hie if u reli mean gdbye..
If u reli mean forever then say u wil try..
Nvr say forever coz forever makes me cRy..

Meaningful rite?..hehehe..

k la..til here then..

bubye..take care!..muackz!..

wit Lots of Luv..
*FaZieLLaH...



.toodles.
12:57 AM


Monday, June 18, 2007

Ok. Fiine day today as per normal. I dont get it these people. If you know that you're not in any wrong situation, why would you even bother to ask.? You know you didn't commit such humilation to me but yet why are you defending yourself.? Oh gosh! SIAPA MAKAN CILI DIE TERASE PEDAS LA YER!! Damn it. I hate these people. Try to bug with my life. HElLo! Be your ownself. Have your own personality! Be truthful to own up your mistake la yer. Orang lain yang aku tuju kan, orang lain yang terase plak seh. Aku tak phm! Haha. Maybe, in fact, they did some sin here and there.. Rotten talks to one another.? No wonder diorangla yang terase. *Laugh OUT LOUD!*

Dunie, dunie..tSKTSKTSK.
Just shut ok bitch. HAha.


ai Ni_*



.toodles.
3:00 AM


Sunday, June 17, 2007

16 June 2007
NDP was ok. I met shorty.=) Can easily recognised but hard to spot him.
Im down with migraine. Damnit.
*Im being cared by dear.=)

17 June 2007
Ok. Comp is back for usage. Haha. Yippe! Now I own TWO comp. Gelojoh ehk. But one does not have the access to the Internet but its filled with grove songs. WOHOO. I like very much.

Oh yah Zati! Will edit your pics when i got those ok. Mira, yeah we are planning for study tommorrow tau. Nunu! Haha. ok what happen??

And oh yeah. Im chilling myself. Thanx Mira and Nunu. Guess girlfrens know better whats bugging me.

Today. Dear called me like soo early in the morning like 8 to 9? He gave me up to 5-6 missed calls. I had no choice but to get up la though Im sick. Thanx to medicine and dear. Haha.
Ok, so he's being a good son by accompanying his mother to the wet market with his lil bro. HAAH. He couldnt catch his CUTE STUFF on teevee! Yeah!! Haha.. Know what, he's afraid of fish. How lah like that boy..*Dear is being cute and filled with jealousy.* He's being good la. =) =) Im being cared by him again.

Im left with doubts. But the fact is, its unpredictable. We had a heart to heart confession. Damn, I dont really did that you know. Gosh.. Im blushed though but who cares! Its my own willing. He is super niice. Really niice. To me, he had changed..for good, for our future.??=)

Should we..? He's are afraid that we wont have the sufficient time to spent but I dont mind all this small agenda. What matter me most is the heart, internally not physically. HAHA. Ok Aini! Stop it. Think about your school first. He can wait. I can wait.=)


One month.
Two weeks anually.

Part-time.
School.
Future.
.....=)

OKOK. Exams!! Damn2! I hate it. Am im fully prepared? Gosh oh Gosh! Haix.
Damn..

Well ladies, update when you're free ok.

I need to study. Take care darlings.


Dear is being missed.
isygeu.=)

ai Ni_*



.toodles.
8:09 AM


Friday, June 15, 2007

Ok people. Me again. Wella some changes in the pictures. WAhaha. Well I tried the best I could.
So basically Missy Nunu went to the gym. So the RAJIN!!! I woke up late, at 11 I guess when Mirah msged me whether Im going for study. She pon tak pegi.=) =) Nah, Im beat.! Guess my ex-hubby brought my daughters go study at Woodlands. Actually it was my daughter la, Ria who came up with the idea la. Was it.?=) Hakx. Its common thingy when Husband and Wife divorced, so we took turns to look after the family. Wahah. *I mean some.. I only have daughters. No SON.=)

Haha. Family affairs. Public dont know.

Bro kecik go for remedial class.
Sis Kecik go for netball training.
Kakak go out with her friends.

Supposingly I may have the choice to go out. Study or OuTX. But I went out awhile..Short journey..Few roundings here and there.=)

I came back early la cause I wanna watch ANUGERAH PLANET MUZIK.
Know what, ever since the day i started working, I BARELY have the time to watch TEEVEE.
Can you believe it.? And whatsmore, after i quit, school is bugging me. Always come back late at night. DAMNIT. BIG travel. From Punggol all the way to Bukit Batok, then took bus to school.
1hr plus plus plus hor the journey. I don care bout people cause I'll be sleeping beauty in the train. Who cares! My own willing huh.

Ee..no hope for management. GP? HAHAHA.
The rest..Ok-Ok. sighx..=(


I got my eye on HIM. Nah, its just a crush, i guess. No big deal. I mean i dont mind if the others had eye on him too. For me, he's HOT. Or should i call him MY HOT STUFF-Zati's phrase!
Haha. I dont really mingle on things cause I know he's not mine! So i dont have the right to say
NO NO NO NO to others who likes him too, unlike others. Oh god..Oh Please... You're not married to each other so its not a BIG SIN if others has the eye for him too =). Am I right people?

Haha. Whatever jackass. YOU with your FANTASY in the LALALAND.

Ok. Need a break. Tommorow, I have to go all the way to the City Hall. What else if it isnt the NDP. wahah! 8 in the morning OK! DAMN.


Know your limits.
You're going too far.
Im being patient.
Control your bloody ass mouth.
Thank you, bitch.=)
And as for you.
One kick and I bet You will be flung away.
FAR FAR FAR AWAY LAND.
I don understand these morons.
Really I DONT.
BIG FUCK HUH.?

Just shut-la Bitch. You and your filthy mouth.
Bitch is always a B-I-T-C-H.=)
_ai Ni*



.toodles.
1:25 AM


Thursday, June 14, 2007

Ok people! ME ME! Okay. Had a simple day today. Early in the morning went to school with my lil kids = Siti & Mira.(Daughters-ku). We were wearing half-uni. Heck care! Wahaha. So reached school and called for Mr Lim! The saviour for our math subject. Not forgetting he's my home tutor. He is super blur-cute-abg2. WAHAHA. He's good as you know why? He was too worried cause I dont have any calculator yet.

So i was asking a favour from him if I can borrow his. Amazingly he said OK. Wahaha.! I had a part-time calculator. Nah, it isnt any normal calculator that we used back in secondary school. Its SUPER BIG! We can plot graph, conics..bla..bla..on it. It cost us $150-Cause its a subsidised price for our school. Guess, it cost more on its own outlet? Mr Lim is super nice la. HE will check the outlet store for me. Not forgetting how he reacted to Mira when he assisted her in the insurance form.

".....Ah! Fatal...U need the form.."-Mr Lim
".....Hah? Cher! I'm here beside you.."-Mira
*Haha..trios knew it. Haha.

So consultation here and there, clarify our doubts. DAMNIT. Its MY exam soon after school reopens. DAMN. Got lot more to catch up. Mr Lim actually told us whats our passing mark and sub-pass marks. WAH! Im ABIT relieved though.

*Out of 100 mark.
H2 Pass=45 and above
H2 sub-Pass=35 and above
34 and below=Fail

H1 Pass=45 and above
H1 FAIL=44 and below

To get promoted:
1) 1 H2 pass and 2 H1 pass
2) 1H2 pass and 2H2 sub-pass
3) 1H2 pass, 1H1 pass, 1H2 sub-pass
* Either one of them*

Look simply huh? You should know what it feels. Im having butterfly in my stomach! =)
So we stayed back..Happily doing our assignments though we are sleepy.=) After which, we had our own fun outdoor.

From today, Im left with 1 week and 3 days before my exam.=(
1st paper: H2 Business of Managament
2nd paper: H2 Mother Tounge (Language)
3rd paper: H1 Mathematics
4th paper: H2 History
5th paper: H2 Mother Tounge (Literature)

SIGHXX!!!!

Saturday, Im having my NDP thingy. OR3!!
Orange! Orange! HAha..Long day... BOHOO


........I'm left with doubts.
>>It's called HATRED.
........You DUmb!
>>You sicko!
........Enuf of fantasy!
>>PAMPERED!
........Think you're good enuf?
>>Stealer?
........By all means
>>DO IT OF YOU DARE MORON.=)

idisownedyou.reallyido.knowyourselfbetter.bitch.ass.=)


......................... I miss HIM<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3...................................

Oh yah!

IM YOUR PIT STOP!!!!*WAVE*
=) =)



.toodles.
6:33 AM


Wednesday, June 13, 2007



Intro of My new life in the new school. HEE<3



Thats ME.=)


=) Tweese


.The one and only= Ria Raziany Razak.


The girl called Zati Alyani


She's such a Darling <3>


.Them.


Hidayah.Zati.ME.Ria.Amirah.


Speak.Hear.See. No evil.=)


.MilleNnians.



.toodles.
8:25 AM



Ok people!
Im back. Guess i missed blogging after which I had viewed my friend's blog. HAHA.
Wella, where should I start?

Nurul-Ngee Ann Poly (Nursing)
Ila-Private
Aini-M.I( Arts)

Well, basically this is where we are now. I have to say Im kinda piled up with school work?
Yeah I did. Exams coming up! Damn. Right after my holidays. Like duh! There's like NoNO holiday for me. Mind me cause Im blogging about ME! Haha..Let my girls do their job later.

School? Ok. Friends.. A turn of wheel..Of course there are disputes and somtimes happiness in us. Seriously, I missed secondary life. Damn. Im afraid I cant get PROMOTED!!.. Scary you know.. Haix2. Wish me luck? Haha..Thank you! Thank you! =)

Seriously, Im kinda reviving this dead blog! Wahah.. okok..

Do blog hop hop hop ok!

=)

*Ai ni-



.toodles.
8:13 AM


Saturday, June 02, 2007

After e show...MirriE!..hehehe
Ma cute LiL iQa sitting on e branch..hehe

Cute Rite?!..hahaha..show their butt only..aiyoo


BoRin TiMe..hehehe










Ma LiL Bro n Me!..



Do we look alike?



No right?..erm..




WaiTing For Kak Ani n FaMily!..


Tired u know..hehe


Do i Look Fat?..erm..


























.toodles.
7:41 AM



S'pore ZooLogicaL GarDen was dope!..haha

nway..nunu here blogging again..LaLa n NiNi stil bz wit their stuff..i wil try to get them to update aite..

erm..bout e Zoo thingy..i went to e zoo today wit ma family pluz ma cuz n her husband n her baby..it was fun!..haha..took alot of pic..went every part of the zoo..e best part of it..as usual..watching e animal show..haha..i find e orang hutan kinda cute..hehe..they r..

i wil put up some picz for u guyz to see aite..

Enjoyz!..

wit Lotz of Luv..
*FaZieLLaH aka NuNu..



.toodles.
7:41 AM


ladies*

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.Millennia Institute.
.FLTC (Private).
.Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

.Arts.
.Early Childhood.
.Nursing.

.ann_gerl05@hotmail.com
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'.The life we had won't be ours again for the time we lost can't come back.'

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.LADIES.

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