im juz curious to knw..erm..

nowadayz..pple do change..as in the way they speak..react n also think..itz a nature for pple to change the way they are..but plz!..b urself..it does irritate e pple around u babe..who do u think u r..juz coz of ur position tt u cud change..oohhh plz!!!..kiss ma ass!!!...mayb..im juz wasting ma time to blog bout tis toooot person..i hv no right to change u..but..plz..realise it urself..plz b mature enough babe!..all e best to u..hopefully u wil change to ur old attitude ASAP!!!!..

juz finished ma attachment for e past 2wks at KKH..get ma chance to do infant bathing..n also..bottle feeding wit proper way..haha..they r so cute..e babies i mean..hehe..did enjoy ma attachment for e 2wks..ahakz!..

rite now..im having ma holidayz..wanna burn some fatz..after gaining so much..hopefully after exercising..i get a gd result..hahaha..life is totally perfect for me..juz get rid of some obstacles..hopefully it wil not happened again..however ma relationship wit ma busyuk is totally fine!..juz cant xpress it into wordz..we do argue..fight..n even debate!..haha..quite fun la actuallyn also often..hehe..but ya..we did solve it together..alhamdulilah!..

however..ma 2 lil fwen..lala n nini..who shud i strt wit..erm..nini..tmr wil b her 1st 3 papers..hahaha..all e best to u babe..u cn do it!..all e way baybeh!..however..for lala..get to knw u already get a job izzit?..do update us babe!..anyway...miz my groupies!..nxt outing when?..im waiting n stil waiting..hahaha...c u girlz soon aite!..make sure!..hahaha...

*FaZieLLaH...

ps: i do love u for who u r..


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6:53 AM




Hello Mid Years! Thanks for coming. Gruhh!
NUS+Airport=Comfy couch
Aini+Ria+Fuad+Hafiz=Mugged.Shacked.Gagged.Brunched.Dined.Homies.

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I analysed on my past. Those unexpected incidence and the reveals. Yes, I made a vow and promises but guess what, I shall and WILL take back all my words. It's not that I don't appreciate or did not keep to my words, I DITCHED. My promises are meant for those who are really sincere and loyal to me but not to morons and bitches who disguise and pretends. I had enough of holding my anger and frustration. It eats me inside, slowly. Well,why I am NOT surprised if you don't even care cause you NEVER did. If it does, its a fake. You act and I can READ. I'm not blind dumbass. Thanks for the wonderful performance that you have showcase. Now, its the end, officially.

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I had stories to share but I guess, it isn't the right time to shack the atmosphere yet. It's just that, words can be hurtful, unknowingly. Conflict started as we all came at the wrong timing to chill. Communication breakdown and you know how hurtful it is? Gueesh! This is called 'Perceptual Distortion'. Different people perceived different thinking to the same situation. The result? Chaotic! Therefore, we must used the same old language as we used to communicate okies? We hate FIGHTS. Its a disgust la..Grow up can? Tsktsk. Wah! Not knowingly, I'm recalling back my MOB lecture notes. Aiseh bedah.. Oh yes, Fuad has started blogging! Aiseh that guy. Dah maju jaye! Happy blogging ehk pakcik.. Teehee! =)
-iguessiknowthereason.

Mugging. Mugging. Mugging. Hush puff on that thang. Now, thanks to my lil brother that I got attached to this Kangen Band song- D o y. But of course, Run the show is...
P(X>55)=Still running.. You see! You see! Too much of Binomial and Normal Distribution had got me to do this. Loving it I guess? Waadushh!
Yes, i Adore that Kat De Luna.
So what?! She's the bomb.

..don't let me turn my attention to you then.
Shooots!!

2 more days. 2 more days. Yes.



Its weird. It has never crossed my mind before, but now? Confusion. Really. There's an attraction that was attached. Crystal, its one sided.

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9:30 AM





6 more days left. Off for mugging.
Tooras!

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7:00 PM





The reason why, lies beneath your own folks. Ask yourself, why are we departing more every and each day? Why we don't tolerate like we used before? Why the folks are in tense? Listen here, We are not SHUNNING ourselves. We need our own space, our own life to enjoy. Little did you know, tense started to spark out due to you own folks. I'm sorry, BUT thats the fact. You have the money. So what? Money doesn't bring happiness to the family. I'm grateful though we aren't rich as others, we are rich in terms of love. Get this. For you, money were being used to keep you happy. The truth is, surge for the answer yourself, to be accurate my aunt. Let's watch and see how far does money can keep you 'happy'?

Define happiness for me kiddie.
=)


Bruuuagh!

I'm still mugging. Help! I got one week left! Luckily enough there were some help lines here and there.Tomorrow will be the last training that we will have for the month. Phew! Yes, morning date with Nurul & Ree. Oh yes! Thanks to Mehru that she reminded me about history assginment. Thanks girl. And thanks ehk Miss Wendy..Bruggh!


Mugging now.

Shh..hhSHHhh..


Those memories.
Indeed, I like you even more.
Deeper.
...If only you know the truth. Nothing but the truth.

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.toodles.
5:48 AM



Olla banana! Ok, I'm damn merepek (as according to my Minah RELIEANA). Haha! We had dearly Netball yesterday which ended with lots of surprises. Before that, I had History class. Brruwh. And why I'm not surprised as I was the first person to reach in school for netball. Which means, I'm NEVER late. Haha. Had dinner with the Netball ladies. Siew Hong and Ek'e left after dinner which means, Nurul, Ree and I was the only one who were still stucked in KFC. Apee lagi... We camwhored like nobody business!

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2:10 AM



Oh yes hello. I just came back from my netball bbq. Nothing much, it was mild but yeah we had lots of food to stuff into our stomach. I'm super dread tired. Early in the morning, I had Math class and yes, I passed my test. Chey! Then head down to Macs and grab some bites. Mates and I had fun time gossiping. Haha! Interesting yet occasional topic though. Ghostly! Haha! Now now. I need my sleep BUT I need to get my PW done. Yes, GPP and written report. Gwah! Super tired. Bbq pictures will be uploaded as soon as I got those.

You vowed your choice and please stick with it.
For the sake of your moral and dignity, please stop your fucked up fantasies stories.
You heard my warn and be aware of it.
You got stunned with the fucked up words.
You deserved to be sealed and tied.
Another story, another blues from me.
Do it. I'll prove it.
Trust me.
You dare, be my guest.
=)

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8:38 AM

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8:02 AM



BORED!..

tts e only word i cud think of..hehe..

so rite now..having ma free time at home..so y not blogging..pity nini..she's e only one blogging here..

erm..heard lotz stories frm nini recently..about her trip to negeri sembilan..rite spelling?..erm..lala..she's taking her DPT soon..guess so..all e best to her..for sure gonna get it..for me..im waiting frm AH or TTSH for any sponsorship..hopefully get 1 of e hosp..reli nd e $$..stil waiting for e nxt outing for GROUPIES..when wil it b..erm...gossipz..crapz..jokes..hahaha..miz all tt..

now..busyuk slping..n im bored..argh!..he wil b working tonight..11pm-7am..haiz..wil b lonely tonite..poor him..hv to work reli hard..juz..ermm...only he n me knws e reasonz..reli hope tt our relationship wil last long..reli hope tt..he's e only being there for me..either im sad or happy..thks alot to him..he did endure wit all ma attittudes..hehe..thks alot for tt dear..appreciate it alot..

im looking forward for ma attachment nxt wk..at KKH..haha..actually..im lazy..but only for 2 wks..n itz over..wooooohooooo!...

im logging off!!!!...

*FaZieLLaH aka Nunu

ps: i nd u more than ever...


.toodles.
5:36 AM

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3:33 AM




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.toodles.
6:33 PM



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Oh hello. I'm back from school after 1hr 30 mins of History lesson, 30mins of break and that consecutive 6hrs of studying in library.(Excluding my 10mins of nap). I like it to study there especially when you're alone. You can soak the notes easily. I had a few unknown library mates down with me. We accompanied each other as each one of us came alone. Haha! And my Dear Hayati was there too. She used this leg bangle on her(Gelang kaki) that made me to detect wherever she go. Up or down, forth and backward, I knew where she go. Haha. Cute lady. I'm done with Problems of Global Economy. Phew! Alas! But got two more topics to cover for International. No no, not two. Including SBQ contextual knowledge, THREE more topics. Oh, that doesn't include the sub sub sub sub topics. Grrhh! Tomorrow, off I go for darling Netball. Dwuusss! Morning? Study in school lor, I guess.

Heyo mate! Maybe my emotional overpowered my mindset that makes us to drift. I had nothing to go against with our winy winy issue. You know, mood swing or maybe, its just that I like to be alone or with someone I'm comfortable with. It's not that I neglected or outcast you. I know, I hadn't been taking care of your feelings lately. I realised that my dear mate, really I do. You're the nicest and sweetest friend I've ever met. If not for you my dear, things would not have been spilled out, right? =) You helped and guided me all the way through during our friendship periods. You're a handy friend and sensible one. Despite the event that nearly thorn our friendship, you never failed to clear your doubts. You asked. She said. You judged. You did it, the right choice. I'm happy for that move. You make things clear with me and how can I not appreciate your courage for that? You even asked for an apology from me. I've forgiven you. Now my dear mate, its my turn. I'm truly sorry for what I've been reacting lately. It's been hard for you and even for me. I'm truly disappointed for not appreciating this valueless friendship. I tried to make the right words everytime when I talked to you. I can sensed that we are rather uncomfortable with one another now. Same like you, I wish this could stop with a better ending.=)

I want to see your purity smile again.
I want to see my old joyous mate.
I want things to get better.
I want us to clear this mess or maybe this miscommunication.
I want the old you.=)


Now, I need my pen and notes. Mugging is dwelling. Gwahh!!
I'm allocated to be the Mastermind for the bonding games. Ouh ouh! Sounds fun and its worthy I hope. Heyo Fyra and Syafy! Lets get our job done yow! =)

ai Ni


....Know what, duplicating isn't the way moron. Its similar like a plastic. Original wins the game. Get it?

Brggh!

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6:17 AM




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Its me and Min Hui. Thanks for listening. =)

Now, I need my darling sleep. Enough of Global Economy and Problems of Eco. Brrghh!!


...Next time, pull out the right string. Get it moron?

=)

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11:29 PM





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Oh hello. I've been waking up early every single day. Like 6 am in the morn? Beat me, I have no idea why too. Maybe , I'm too routine with my every day schooling time I suppose? I will still roll on the bed, glimpsing over my handphone, look out through the window and sometimes, sit straight up on the bed. Haha. Gile kot. Oh hoo. International class in the morning. Netball at 3pm tomorrow. Oh yes, Mr Tay will be coming. -__- What ever laaaa....

Now now. It's only me and my lil adek at home. Yeah, we rule the house yow! Had our house chores done and here I am slacking. No wayss. No wayss. I need to push myself HARDER. Exams are coming soon after school reopens. My oh my. And here I am. BLOGGING. WTH kan. Tsk tsk. Maybe I'll be on hiatus AGAIN? I see how. New skin. Teehee! Was too enthusiastic that I forgot to insert my tag box! Adek helped me to pick skins but in the end, I randomly picked on my own laa.... Haha. Thanks for the effort adek. Still, our blog is still under construction. Lots more to touch up.. Ehehe! Oh oH! Mama and adek brother at Parkway Parade! Jealous nyer aku.. Haha! I 'm still mugging for Project Work. Heyo Fafa! Howss.??=)

2 H2= Year 3
.Good luck.


.....Thanks to Amy, I'm addicted to Peach Milk Tea.
.....Thanks to Hazel, I'm loving with Cyclone song.
.....Thanks to Gaya, I'm progressing on with my shuffling moves.(Oh serious oh what?! Haha!)
.....Thanks to netball, I'm working on with muscle and aps.
.....Thanks to my Minah netballers, we are having BBQ next Thursday.
.....Oh gosh, how addictive can they be? TeeHee!
<3<3Simply adore my girls. <3<3

Know us. Judge us ok? Thank you!
.you.cant.assume.me.for.being.the.same.just.because.im.in.the.same.team.

....and yes, Thanks to EXAMS I'm mugging with my revision...Brrr!....

Heyo! What do you want for your birthday? I'm clueless. Thoinkss!


=)

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.toodles.
11:50 AM





Oh well. Heelloo. Hiatus? No no. I'm too lazy to blog many many stuff. Well oh well. My trip? I shall let the picture tell the story. Not now but SOON when I'm free! Now now. Must get ready for darling netball.3pm tau. Asal-la lambat nah timing.. Wadduuuh...

=)
ai Ni

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11:45 AM