Hello people. Maybe I make it TOO obscene to make this blog TOO me when actually it was a 'shared space'. What's the point if I was the one who keeps on updating? Yeah I was posting about MYSELF all this while. Don't you think so bloggers? I assumed that you were bored with it, sure it does. I thought when it's shared , we ought to update on the different stories of OUR own. Right? So is it a sin for me to publicise my life here? Knock some sense in you head will you? Thats it, I had enough. Creating another blog of my own? No thanks, cause people won't like it either. I'll stop everything and moreover, promos are coming soon. I'm mugging with it.

Take care bloggers.
=)


.toodles.
11:06 PM



Hello people. Sorry for the late updates as you know, school is hectic now! Ok whatever! Been staying late at school for classes and complete assignments especially my dearest HISTORY lesson. Gosh! Fever attacked! I'd witnessed the Fireworks Festival last Friday and it was too beautiful. I go GUGU GAGA everytime when it sparked! Coincidently, I met Hafiz and Ain along the way. Oh my! How much I miss them! Boohu! Ain, you owe me one ok. Rides! HEHE!

On top of that, Millennia Institute had a successful grand show of 'Awang Belanga..Kononnya' yesterday, 18 August 2007. My oh My, the actors and actresses had performed a tremendous job! *Salutations!* They(Mcs, Fuhua Sec, NIE, Asas 50' and Cikgu Yazid..-did i miss anyone out?) were AWESOME! They rocks! Really, mates and I can't stop laughing since the beginning of the show. Shaicks you know, I can't video the whole scenario! Cheers for them and 5 bucks for the tickets is worth it but I don't mind paying higher price in future for their show again. You rocks people! As a special tributions, we gave our mates roses for their hardwork. They were sweet sangat.True enough, it won't be a successful event without Abg Moktar's guidance. He's good.=)

So, whats left? M.I concert night and Promos! Oh gosh! Yeah, fasting month will be around the corner. Well, it will be tough..Insyaallah I will try to manage it all the way through. Indeed, I had prepared myself home revision timetable and I don't want to be NATO(No action, talk only). Looking at my common test results really dissapoint me to the hell! Never will I make the same mistakes again. It will be good enough if I manage to get to PU2. That will be enough for me and I don't aim high grades. Tough sangat-la people. God willing..=)

Well oh well, what do you expect, Cold War evolve again yesterday. Oh dear, I didn't mean to hurt your feelings indeed, I did no lie to you tau. Why must we be in the loggerheads term? I'm sincerely enough to tell you the truth and yet you went all the way sulking and volcanic eruptions occured. You ignored my explanations. How could you? You went all the way silent. Oh well, I'm waiting ok for your soul explanation to me. Was it really my mistake? I don't get it Dear, no lies remember? =(


ai Ni

its you whom i cared, no one else. duh..!


.toodles.
1:55 AM



You have every right to brag to friends about your latest accomplishments, but you really shouldn't -- at least not today. There are too many friends whose fragile egos might cause them to react badly. It's not that they won't be happy for you -- they will -- it's just that your exuberance might remind them too much of their lack of good fortune. Be sensitive to this, and choose to share your pride with family members instead. They'll love to hear you pat yourself on the back!

Sunday-day was bland. I watched the encore telecast for NDP and boo-huu for me cause I'm not featured! Haha. My sector was being recorded for the first part of the ceremony-Sham,Gilbert,Jas,Jia Hui,Geraldine and Mel was there on tv! Haha. Too bad as Filza and I was deployed outside or else we too will be standing along the pathway with my mates. It's ok! I miss my OR3! =( Little that people know, I was telecast too, if you owned the sharp pair of eyes. NDP was a great memorable entry for me as my friends grew up with me..

I'm restless and I don't even know why. Maybe I hate to go to school nowadays? Promos has been a dragger. Oh well, wonder where will I end up at the end of the year. Gosh! It will be chaotic then. Hmph! Stressful-la. I tried my best and attempt to do revisions but its not working. Goddamnit. What is it that thing that I want? Oh God. Save me!

Off to bed.
Boohu!

I hate things happened which I don't even predict!
I'm unease, fcuk school. Damnit!


ai Ni


.toodles.
7:35 AM



The Bottom Line-Too much has been happening in your life -- give yourself time to pare things down.
In Detail-There's a lot of pressure being put on you today, but the one who's pushing so hard is you! Lately, you've been way too hard on yourself, and you should stop and realize that you're doing your thing in your own way -- and that's good enough. Part of the stress you're going through right now may be due to the fact that too much has been happening in your life, so address that issue and cut out what isn't completely necessary. Give yourself time to get used to the newness around you.

Those time...

Back in school, we had misinterpreting session though. Conflicts occurred and jealousy took place. Even which, we were back on track again though its not blessed with the people. I know, that was then. Now, he's totally different. It had been a long 4 years of friendship but we were not close until now. Maybe magic do sparks between us. Haha! I knew him in and out, the good and the bad ones so I don't really care with what people had the 1st impression on him. He's changing for a better person and I respect for what he is. He ought the respect from me cause I simply know him well. Oh Dear, don't make me worry about you ok. Take good care of yourself. I know he won't be able to read this but it's my say...
Conversation between him and me grew my confidence inwards. Guess, no more secrets for him and I should share with him. Yeah, I should say he's being patience with me. That makes me wonder cause he' a bad-tampered in person you see. Cold War do takes place but you know what, he's been the one who had been consoling me everytime. How sweet can that be? <3

Dear is missed every and single day. Time was not on our side and we had lesser days to spend.

"Zipped up now!"- That was his favourite words on me.. Duh, I headed to his advice though, for the precaution on me. Haha. I do hope he had a fun time at home, eventhough things were repeated over and over again. I'm looking for the weekends every now and then cause thats the only days which I can spend time with him, though its a short one. Weekdays? I pray for his safety at work. He is so the pemalu-la.

Dear is being cared, Ok.

Green Tea...
..Town...
Letters..
...Marina Square...
Cabby..
...Cribby..
I Miss you Dear! =(

We go out again when time permits ok Dear.=)

ai Ni_*

.toodles.
3:47 AM

Yeah, we camwhore lots! I zipped up! Ok
=)

Starbucks anyone? Cheese! Love them.<3

OR3. We had fun for the last time. Smiles!<3

I love Orange. <3

We're at the platform. We didn't feel anything though. Cheese!

Leaders. Girlfriends. Hearts them.<3>

We had fun. I love THEM!<3

.toodles.
2:29 AM

Friday, August 10, 2007

Hello people! I was too tired after the whole knock out day on the National Day. Believe it or not, I slept the whole day of yesterday. Had a chill out session at night then.
Let me recaped my day ok.
National Day at Marina Bay was awesome! As you know, Filza and I was supposed to be deployed inside the promanade when the army personnel favoured us to stand by outside to welcome the special family. While waiting for them, we had to welcome the spectators along the esplanade. We stood there from 3pm till 7pm ok and we had to walk in and out of the promanade to seat those special family.

Stranger:"Come sit with me inside. No need to stand here all the way. Come!!"
(He tried to pull my hand with a wide CHEEKY smile)
Me: (I pulled my hands away and moved away from him. Eventually, I turned my direction to the other way. I was traumatised somehow. -__-)
People, he's an old man ok. I could still pictured his face right at this moment. Gosh! To my surprised, a police officer had stood by me actually. I guessed, he saw the whole incident. I was pleased and gave him a smile.
Police officer: It's ok, you will be guarded by our men.(He's refering to the policemen/women)
Me: Thank you =)

Duh! Besides this unfortunate incident, I had fun with the society. Some were very friendly and had a chat with me on my background. I saw my Mdm Azyanti! Time had past and I moved into the promanade for my deployment. The most exiciting part was the fireworks! It was beautiful and the spectators were enjoying it. It was an heart-aching moment as it will be an end after the NDP. I won't be seeing my mates again. Its ok people, keep in touch! OR3 ROCKS!

Today, it was just a normal day that I had. There's a need for me to study, promos is coming. I hate it when my teachers keeps on stressing us on our promos exam. Duh! But somehow, it pursue me to study...now at the particular moment. Haha!

Folks, Im out for now. Keep on blog-hop-hop

Toodles!


ai Ni_*
=)

.toodles.
10:04 PM

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Hello people. School was mild for me, from Mon till Tues but I had fun during P.E lesson of course! Been coming back late for the past two days. Today, had History class and it was hectic brainstorming period! Damn, I can't think that much and Siti was the one who branch out ideas. I was clueless!! *Grr..Grrr..*Also, we had the briefing on this Domino construction. Well, the talk was ok but it ain't no professionalism at all but at least they tried. My class had to reconstruct the diagram again as the previous one was to detail. We implement to a simpler one. Hope it turns out well for tomorrow's display and yeah it's about National Day! What else do you expect? Red top and school skirt for the dressing! Yucks! We are not allowed to wear full school uniform I guess? Shaicks... Oh well, I'm excited about tommorrow! Parade, Domino, Concert..Cool!=)

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The tense is sparked and you know what, I hate it SO much! Why can't there be a little ease in me? I tried to neglect but it was hectic though! I simply don't bother with such matters, it's NOT worth it! Why can't people be more reasonable and not TOO egoistic? Is that the way they should express themselves in matters? Oh shaicks! You know what, I'm hating it so much! Really I do and I should somehow neglect with such matters. It doesn't really affect my life but I HATE it.

Take it or LEAVE me as you please. No one is stopping you. Thank you moron! =)

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48 days to Promos and its bugging me, really it does. What IF I can't get promoted to PU2 next year? Goosebumps! Oh God! I should really put my heart in studies more. Damn, damn. Blaja betul2 ok Aini! It's tough... =)

Hong Kong trip this Nov-Dec? Insyaallah, I can't judge now but I'm looking forward for the event. =)

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Pity Dear as there is a need for him to work this National Day! *Wakakakak!* They won't let you off when it's a dashing days and especially during public holidays. Sadly, Friday he need to be home again. =( Its ok, I understand.

You know what, I should proclaim that I like him, yes I do. The feelings is out and yeah. Well, its just about liking but not to the extend of loving. Not to that particular stage yet. My love now is for my studies..Chey! Yeah, only if he wasn't charged in, well more time to spend with him. That 4 years of friendship had somehow makes a differences in us. People may think its ridiculous but its my choice and his. I'm happy when his around, yeah indeed. In the long run, it somehow give me the opportunity to space out myself, be it in studies or family. It's ok Dear, the society will accept you soon in the condition that you make a difference to the public and change yourself to be a better person for the future. Understand? I'm right here for you ok.=)

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ai Ni_*

=)

.toodles.
6:54 AM

Saturday, August 04, 2007

First of all, THOUSANDS OF APOLOGY as its been a week or so that I did not update this bloggy of mine. Well, loads of work thus siblings too need to use the computer. I give it a pass then.

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Recaps. HAHA! :
-Echa had withdrawn from M.I and I'm so gonna missed her very much. All the best in your endeavors.
-Projects and assignments had been a torture to me. Duh!
-Normal gatherings with girlfriends.
-NDP preview was awesome due to some technical adjustments! I love it so much.
-School+Muggins= Dreadful!
-Promos will be in 5 weeks time. DIE!
-Lectures, yeah my daily routine..ZzzZZ..zzZZzz
-Hello Panda is LOVED. Right Mira?=)
-P.E is interesting..and its LOVED too!

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Written assignments and projects need to be completed by 8th August. Boo-Hu! Endure a lil bit more. School will be having NDP celebration on Wednesday and we are encouraged to wear red top with our school skirt/pants. How pathetic it can be, colour combination is SO not right. Why can't we wear white bottoms? Oh well, I prefer to wear my full-school uniform, much more presentable.
Wednesday-NDP Eve.
Thursday-NDP at Marina Bay. Yippee! I'm so excited.
Friday-Holiday! Yes!
Sat & Sun-Yeah, normal weekend ahead.

More events are coming up Teacher's Day celebration, M.I Musical Night, Awang Belanga....PROMOS! .... -__-

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You know what, I have this feeling that might not be true. Well, I can't read human mind and what they intend to do or so. Practically, I'm unease at times, really. Its a matter of clarification or unjustice scenario. I SO hate this feeling which had been bothering me till now. Gosh! Let's keep this in mind ok. HUMANS ARE NOT BORN TO BE PERFECT! Get it? People may think too high or great about themselves and yeah its their say but it should not go overboard. Every judgment has its limit right. Man Oh Man. Its living, stereotype, indeed.

The Bottom Line - If you express your ideas to someone you trust, you will have a very cheerful day.

In Detail - No matter what the weather might be like outside today, you may find yourself feeling shrouded by clouds. Your moodiness or blue feelings aren't anything to be worried about, though. This is a normal phase of darkness that will pass as soon as you express your ideas to someone who shares your goals. This is a good day to have a long lunch with a good friend, catch up with a particularly insightful relative, or have a heart-to-heart chat with your sweetie.

-Lifted from Friendster. It may be vague but it make some sense though. Haha.=)

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I met Dear yesterday and yeah we had a great time. Shared stuffs which I should not but let it be, its on my own account. I feel better now thanks alot Dear. Though we are not official but he will never fails to make my day like any other couples do. He's on sense which surprised me even! Haha. More jokes and story telling ok Dear! He's too happy for this week schedule cause he will be home from Wed till Sun and that make Thurs to be his off-day. Yeah, I know what you're suppose to do. Hehe. Promise is a promise ok. =)

Dear is cared.<3
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ai Ni

=)

.toodles.
11:21 PM